The Bridge Fell, Some lives go on some lives end.

No earthquakes no signals, nothing, it just fall.
One of the 2nd Penang Bridge's exit ramp at Bayan Lepas area had collapse on Thursday.
Unfortunately, there were vehicles on the road under the ramp.
Works to clear the collapsed concrete are still in progress. The chance for survivors under the 500 tons concrete are little. Sad.

One victim had been confirmed from that tragedy.
He was a father of two little girl aged 11 yrs old and 7 yrs old. At his age of 45(according to the news), he left his last word on the phone before the concrete end his life. Without knowing incident that will happen minutes later. This dad called home and asking what his beloved family wants for dinner, he was going to buy them dinner. But he and the dinner never reach home.
From the photo of his family shared on facebook, after his family identified his body, I can see that his family did not weep aloud....
The 11 year old daughter weep silently, her young sister wipe her tears away.
The mother of the girls just sat there quietly, like she can't accept the fact...Hopeless, unknown, sorrow, helpless.
This picture broke my heart.

The people that you had been talking with over the phone few minutes ago just left you forever, live are so fragile, death are random. Anything can happen within seconds.....

I can't imagine what I will become if my loved one leaves me. Or what will happen to them if something happen to me(touch wood*)

Really....unthinkable.

Live is short, Don't leave any regrets.
When will misfortune happen? We don't know, but why ask?

I forgive people easily, although they may not take me seriously cuz I am soft hearted. Sometime I hate that, but I'm glad somehow, cuz I can easily be with them happily again. What a shame if our last memories were on a fight?
Not to say that being a person who won't get mad on everything. Just...
Live like it is the end of the world tomorrow, then you shall precious the things you have now.
Then it will be easier to let it go, to forgive. right? Though sometimes it takes time, but...fix it fast!

Lastly, RIP, the departed.

...

MEdSI

Well, I'm called to sit in an exam- Malaysian Educators Selection Inventory (MEdSI) on 11-May-13, at a university located in Tanjong Malim, Perak, University Pendidikan Sultan Idris (UPSI).
When I received the SMS I was like:"OH! MY!its tomorrow!!" (I get the SMS on 10-May-2013 morning)
OMG, formal outfit required! I don't have ANY, seek help from my friends, cousins, at last I manage to borrow one from my cousin, Penny.

Walao, tomorrow morning 8.30am have to reach there.
Okay, the time needed from Balik Pulau to Tanjong Malim is 3 hours.
So, me and my family have to wake up very very early (4.00am).
But the next morning, we are late! we suppose to depart on 4.30am but we depart at about 45 minutes later.
Rush Rush Rush!
Luckily there were few cars on the road so my dad can drive very fast.(dangerous)
Straight to Perak! We stopped at Tapah rest station so we can go to the restroom. The restroom was miles(actually is metres) away if you stopped ur car near the entrance. ADVICE: stop at the carpark near the petrol station cuz the restrooms located there.
Then Straight to UPSI!!

Phew reach there on time, it seems like there was no registration required so I just found the class I will take exam in it then wait outside. Because I am alone there, I met two cute girls.
Nur Ain from Taiping and Jess from Puchong.  Nur Ain is a Malay and Jess is an Indian. Jess's name was long and hard to pronouce so she ask us to call her Jess, which is part of her name. hehe!
Nur Ain talk softly and was very kind hearted and cute with many little flowers on her Baju Kurung. I think she is a good friend to be because she will wear DIY Brooch by her friends although it looks like an art piece by beginner.
Jess have curly hair and look like a professional LOL, but she is nice and friendly. She has a protective brother who follow her to the exam centre and escort her till the exam room. We are like good friends although we met each other the first time. Too bad we never leave any contact details not even facebook after the exam.

The exam was a series of question testing your personality, field of interest, EQ and blaah...300 questions to be answered in 1 hour 10 minutes. It was all computerized. Just went in the room, find a seat and follow the instructions of the examiner then start answering. click* click* click*
I finished it in a bout 30 minutes. HAHAHAHA

Its still morning! but I'm hungry. Dad and Mom took me to Bidor, Perak to have our brunch.
After you leave the highway and reach Bidor town, just not far from the entrance. You will see KFC on your left and a hawker centre on your right. if not mistaken 美食华海鲜 or 美丽华海鲜 something like that.
The  Wan Tan Mee there was so NICE!!! its WAN TAN was delicious! Must Try!!

After the brunch then we went straight back home, and reach home at 3 or 4 pm then straight to the bed. I slept till 6pm smth and forgot to ate dinner LOL.

Now only waiting for the result of the exam. Kinda look forward. NYA!

9-May-2013

The first week of May was not a friendly week, I believe most Malaysians feel like that.
Not only because of the result of  GE13, but also the cheats and tricks used which broke our heart.
Many of us thought there will be no hope anymore, everything comes to an end. But what happened yesterday night burn up the fire in our hearts, again. The fire are more fierce than ever, more united despite the difference of colour of our skin with one common target - clean and fair election!  Pray for the future and for the peace of our homeland!!

I'm not a voter, I'm 20, not old enough to vote. As a young adult, I wish my future are bright, I wish I have equal opportunity in education. I wish my future are not effected by corruption. I wish real democracy is there. I wish they free the press so I can get true information of both bad and good. Rakyat should be educated since young about democracy, especially our rights as a rakyat in this democratic country. So we won't be extremist on either side and can think critically, then decide which to choose to represent us.
Okay, stop here, I may be 'spyed'?

Next thing which upset me was: I am not called for interview to the university I desired. Of course, cuz my STPM's CGPA was just a pass to get in to that University of course I can't compete with others. However this didn't give much impact on me maybe cuz I already know that my chances to get in are not high.

Now I can only wait and see which University will I enroll in. Which will be informed on the 2nd week of July. God bless me.

My birthday

I was born on 18-April-1993.

On the day before and before yesterday I turned 20!

A new friend, Eunice, sangs me birthday song in Wechat. Well, that surprise me. Even my dummy boyfriend didn't did that. LOL

But that dummy boyfriend do celebrated with me earlier on 13th of April. We went to Queensbay, Penang.
We had our lunch in The Little Nyonya Cuisine,小娘惹, located at the lower ground floor.
Why we choose to dine in here? Once  we walk by this restaurant and the great smell of curry caught my nose , mind, eye, and attention to this restaurant. So I told him I would love to dine in here next time I visit Queensbay with him. Then we were there.
小娘惹was recommended by 阿贤 who preside on a hot TV show, Taste with Jason, on Astro. Well, it did not fail us. The price was reasonable and the food were tasty and BIG! I'm stuffed.
One thing I want to highlight was their cucuk udang, there were hell lot of udang on it. LOL. Adrian's favourite. It come in two piece in one dish and each piece have the size of a big palm. It cost RM 6 or 8(forgotten). A little bit costly but worth it. Crunch! munch crunchy!! and you can see those little udangs' eyes looking at you (creepy). Anyway it was a delicious meal! We ordered two nyonya style rice and a drink and a ice kacang (with one scoop of vanila ice cream on it) and cucuk udang, the meal cost us about RM42+. After lunch we just walk around the mall and he said he want to buy me a clothe or something I choose myself as present. Then I had a new purse. ❤❤❤

My new purse from Espirit.

Don't Eat me!! but we already ate some before capturing.

He just can't grow up. >.<

 ❤On 18th April, it was a Thursday, ya, working day. So it was kinda boring untill 5pm because I work alone. My family always have simple celebration for me, my mom cook some of my favourite dishes and my sister sings me birthday song thru Wechat. Big fat bro can't afford to be home and treat me dinner so I went out with my friends to KFC after dinner. (Ya, I know, we eat again after we had our dinner). Germaine, Ailsa, Angelyne they gave me a phone case as present. And we chit chat gossip took photos all those girlish thingy.

Its GREEN!!

When I'm home my brother was home too with his friend, I don't know how to pronouce his name, but he was an old friend of my brother. When he know it was my birthday he went back to his car and find something for me as a present LOL. Then I got two bottles of "Thai Vitagen" which he bought from Thailand that day(fresh enough).

Thai Vitagen

It was a simple birthday, oh yeah I never blowed any candles because I don't like cakes, but I do make wishes. And Mommy said she will make me red eggs and mee shua  on 5th May which will be my lunar birthday. This tradition never stop (good). So here am I a twenty years old young ADULT. ❤

想起傻傻的他

又是星期五，中六后的星期五不好玩。因为没有他。
每逢星期五就和朋友gathering！把我晾在一边=3=....
要不是星期六需要工作，我早就滚去北海了！>.<

想他想他，就想起以前的事。
他虽然看起来有点凶，但是笑起来好像ginna酱，
长胡须好像流浪汉uncle，哈哈哈哈哈

我经常躲起来吓他，头几次他会追着我抓，
后来就是吓到跳一下，然后ignore我，然后找机会躲起来吓我
我们两个就是这样幼稚。哈哈哈哈

其实他超会装的。很多次都被他骗到！
就像上一次，他突然告诉我星期日要很早很早来找我做运动。
我吓到咯（他很少星期日来找我的，family day）
结果我就傻傻的穿上运动装，头发也没邦就被他骗出门了。
理所当然的去吃早餐，之后就说要去爬山，就驾着驾着上了teluk bahang 山。
还以为要去dam。结果就驾进escape对面的停车场，我才知道自己被骗了！
又喜又怒！！

在escape当然是玩得很开心了，精疲力尽，还玩了小孩子的设施。
我们玩玩了才知道是小孩子的设施，因为都没有人在管那个设施。
结果笑死人的事发生了。高大威猛的他屁股被卡着，然后脚抽筋。

屁股将翘zomok? LOL

亲爱的辛苦你了！哈哈哈哈哈

 喜欢看他那张很认真地做傻事的脸。
 很可爱  ❤ (｡◕‿◕｡) ❤

You have been so important to me

Since I was born, you met me, I met you,
she held me in her hands, he snuggle me in his arms.

Since I was born, you are so curios with me,
who is she? She is the thing called little sis.
She treat me like her doll, he treat me like his toys.
I treat them as sand bags.
We were held together, by a strings called DNA.

I met you first, before I met him.
I thought you were quiet, you thought I were from Mars.
We were always so noisy, but most noise come out from me.
Our relationship was not close, until we build it up.
Build it up by gossips, build it up by madness.
Build it up by stories, build it up by faith.

Then I met you.

such a big puppy.
But you have been so important to me. ♥

I won't Give Up this time!! 这次不会再放弃！

I have had various dreams, various targets to achieve.
But I never try my best, I give up easily and nothing was achieved, none of them success.
I realize what I miss, I have no passion on my dreams, because I had set wrong dreams, my dreams are not mine, that were what I thought I want to be. Get a profession, get a really well paid job. That was WHAT I was told to do, WHAT I was told to be thinking of, WHAT I was told to have a dream and target about.

But What I really dream of, never been spoken. Because I am afraid of failing. It was always my greatest fear.

But this time, I want to do what I really want. Things that I weren't brave enough to consider doing. Things that I had given up. But they were what I have my minds on. I was thinking of them day by day. Not dare to make it real, because it was risky, because it was believed to be bad for me. But I have been taught to be free of doing what I want. Why get controlled by life? Why get controlled by the situation? NOW, be brave and step out from your box! Try Hard, Die Hard, but NEVER give up.

“If I fail, I try again, and again, and again. If YOU fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much worse than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to FINISH. Are you going to finish strong?” 
― Nick Vujicic
“Sometimes you may feel like you are just about to realize your goal only to fall short. That is no reason to quit. Defeat happens only to those who refuse to try again.” 
― Nick Vujicic

已经开了个头，就要完成它！不是像当年一样马马虎虎的，而是全心全意尽最大努力的完成它！不要再放弃了！不要让自己的害怕成为自己的绊脚石，胆小只会让自己后悔。四个月的时间，一定要呕出一个最满意的故事！