我不是宠物，请慎重善待。

小时候真的很多人疼，因为圆圆胖胖又是家族里排行最小。
但是我从小时候开始就挺独立的。
妈妈都很放心，也没什么大问题，学业也不错，父母真的很放心，我还会逗他们开心的。
从小写作文都写：我是家里的开心果。
我也习惯让他们放心了所以有心事也不会说出来。
只记得初中有一次跟好朋友出了问题实在非常伤心，半夜里一直躲在被子里哭不停，非常难受，想走出房门去洗个脸，刚巧妈妈还没睡在外面看到我哭得眼睛肿肿就问我什么事。我也没有说，只是抱着妈妈哭了。之后妈妈也没有再问。因为我看起来没事了。

我不否认我是开朗的人，但好讨厌自己这个开朗的性格，伤心总是容易忘记，看得很开。然后又再被伤心，然后又忘记。有时候分不清到底自己是开朗，还是太会藏太会骗、太会骗自己。
心软，就一定是包容的那一方吗？
但我也想当小公主，想有人呵护着我，时时替我着想。
是独立惹的祸？父母很放心，因为我很会骗他们放心，不会管我，久而久之，自然比较少关心我，比较多担心哥哥姐姐，姐姐就很关心我，呵呵，我还是姐姐的小公主。但我也习惯了让她们放心。同样的，只表现我开心的那方面。

遇见你，我想得到依靠，但是好像哪里出错了，我在你面前，还是那样独立自主，开不开心都藏着。现在刹车，不开心就表现出来，你又觉得我变野蛮了。
常常心软又被你吃死死。我好不开心。
只想要被呵护，那么难。我不想在你面前也当个只会笑的白痴。
常说你不懂我，这要看你想不想了解我。了解不需要说出口，日子久了，你要是有留意我的话，你自然会了解我。了解彼此这种事，不是见面才做的事。

我不是宠物，请慎重善待。不是得到后给吃给穿偶尔陪陪偶尔玩玩不乖就骂就算了的。

The Bridge Fell, Some lives go on some lives end.

No earthquakes no signals, nothing, it just fall.
One of the 2nd Penang Bridge's exit ramp at Bayan Lepas area had collapse on Thursday.
Unfortunately, there were vehicles on the road under the ramp.
Works to clear the collapsed concrete are still in progress. The chance for survivors under the 500 tons concrete are little. Sad.

One victim had been confirmed from that tragedy.
He was a father of two little girl aged 11 yrs old and 7 yrs old. At his age of 45(according to the news), he left his last word on the phone before the concrete end his life. Without knowing incident that will happen minutes later. This dad called home and asking what his beloved family wants for dinner, he was going to buy them dinner. But he and the dinner never reach home.
From the photo of his family shared on facebook, after his family identified his body, I can see that his family did not weep aloud....
The 11 year old daughter weep silently, her young sister wipe her tears away.
The mother of the girls just sat there quietly, like she can't accept the fact...Hopeless, unknown, sorrow, helpless.
This picture broke my heart.

The people that you had been talking with over the phone few minutes ago just left you forever, live are so fragile, death are random. Anything can happen within seconds.....

I can't imagine what I will become if my loved one leaves me. Or what will happen to them if something happen to me(touch wood*)

Really....unthinkable.

Live is short, Don't leave any regrets.
When will misfortune happen? We don't know, but why ask?

I forgive people easily, although they may not take me seriously cuz I am soft hearted. Sometime I hate that, but I'm glad somehow, cuz I can easily be with them happily again. What a shame if our last memories were on a fight?
Not to say that being a person who won't get mad on everything. Just...
Live like it is the end of the world tomorrow, then you shall precious the things you have now.
Then it will be easier to let it go, to forgive. right? Though sometimes it takes time, but...fix it fast!

Lastly, RIP, the departed.

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