Thursday, 29 January 2015

Fruit blenders and traffic law

You should have knowledge of this news first. Since my time and before it, we had single traffic law exam for licence application, but recently, the ministry changed it into two, one exam for each type of application, so that will be two type of exam that we have to sit for. Then recently, they changed it back again after numerous complaints. Link below:

http://www.kwiknews.my/news/single-traffic-law-exam-for-car-bike-licence-applicants

Fruit blenders and traffic law

Lili was blending fruit juice for her good friend, Owy. Lili was busy with her two fruit blenders at the kitchen counter. Owy was bored watching TV so he decided to help her out in the kitchen.

“Why are you blending apple and pear separately? You’re going to make apple pear juice, aren’t you?” said Owy curiously when Lili was blending apple with a blender and pear with another blender. The blenders were identical.

“Will you pass me that big mug, please?” replied Lili without answering his doubt. A few drops of sweat slide over her forehead as she turned around.

Owy passed a huge white mug with roads and vehicle graphics on it to Lili, she then poured the apple juice and pear juice into the mug.

“It was stated here, ‘blend apple and pear separately, then pour them into the same container right on the way’, then a fresh apple pear juice is ready to be serve!” said Lili while showing Owy the recipe she had in hand cheerfully.

“They must be misleading, those juices are going to end up at the same place, and we are going to drink it with the same mug at once right? We’re not going to drink apple juice and eat pear then let their juice mix in our stomach. There’s something wrong.” Owy said with a little tone of frustration. Lili had always been a naïve innocent girl. The news about the Transport Ministry decided on single traffic law test for cars, bikes applicants was on the TV.

“Now this is right, we are going to be road users of an identical road system, the traffic law are the same and applied equally to everyone. Lili, do you understand? We are going to mix the fruit at first, now your new blender is an extra.”


Lili nodded with confusion. 




hope you enjoyed my story =D
I'll write again.

Wednesday, 28 January 2015

Some little time after lunch

It's been awhile since my last post.
It's 29-Jan-2015, sunny.

And we have come to semester breaks, money digging time! I had found some part time job. I'd get a job working for 10 days, promoting and selling bird nest at Queensbay Mall, Penang. I work under this company called Freshnest. They are truly bird nest manufacturer. I've learned a lot from them even I haven't start working. Then, unexpectedly, I've been recommended to another job at City Hotel, Penang. A job which I never try before, looking forward. I felt quite uneasy at first when I apply for this job, to try something I never tried before, to take the possibility of being a potato. However, as usual, the fearless side of me take over, brings out courage, that's how I be brave. Another crazy attempt I've done is looking for freelance writer job. I've inquire for a short story writer job for a news website. Crazily I sent in one writing (will share here in the next post). Of course I didn't get that job, LOL, Syed (the person in charge) commented that my story was funny but vague, which I think it is because he didn't read about the news I've based on, and couldn't get it. By the way, nice try Charmaine <3

"If you've think so much, you wouldn't have gone so far"--- The Billionaire, a Thai movie.  


During my holiday, I have done completing my puzzle and framed it, hang it up. It is prettily decorating my room now. It's a 300 pieces jigsaw puzzle I got from Jigsaw Puzzle World at Midvalley, Kuala Lumpur. It cost me RM99.00 which is a lot for a poor student like me, but its quality is super nice! This genuine puzzle comes with a pack of glue and applicator inside. Who can resist a Studio Ghibli art? 
I have been working out lately, one of my goal, our goal. To have that beautiful figure I had desired for so long. Finally putting it into action, consistent action. I have been working out everyday, partially because I'm free. I couldn't promise that this habit will continue when I'm in university, but I hope it will. I have pick out work outs that I think suits me the best and I enjoyed. I discovered that, I like working out. =) 
These are some workout I had keep on doing:
Standing Abs routine (know it from youtube)
Oblique crunch
Oblique planks
Planks
Mountain Climbers
Push ups
Heel touch
Starfish crunch
Butterfly crunch
Kneeling leg lifts
Bridge
Squats
I can really feel my muscle while doing these. Know them mostly from youtube channel XHIT. 
I've learned about HIIT(High intensity interval training) too, which is very fat burning.

Keep holding on Charmaine! You can do it! XOXO
I'll write next time.

Thursday, 1 January 2015

1.1.2015

A new year begins!
Looking back to 2014. I've learned a lot, and I think that I have became better. 
"I've been bent and broken, but into a better shape."-----Charles Dickens.

In the year of 2014, I'm lucky enough to study and learn about Literature, and discovered my admiration and fondness toward it. I've have better understandings about myself, which is the best thing I've done in these 21 years. It is important to have our own thought and to think or see things not only on how it is presented. I really should read more books, reading and thinking really helps in the way we see life.

One good thing had blessed me from 2014 to 2015. I'm glad it happened. To meet someone who can understand and willing to understand you, let's have understandings and affection at the same time. I found out that I'm different from what I used to be, maybe more mature and real. What is more precious to me are not words but action, what are more valuable to me are not presents but time, presence and understandings. I hope you and me could last. Time is love.

Hmmm, new year resolution. What you really want to do is in your mind, you will remember it no matter how, there is no need to write it down. Goals and dreams that are needed to be reminded all the time are not what we really desired, it is just some sudden idea of doing things. I have a few here, but I don't feel like writing them down. I hope that keeping them in mind will also become my motivation to complete and achieve them.

Say hi to 2015, say bye to 2014! more good things to come! =D 

Saturday, 13 September 2014

Fireworks

The flower between our love,
as red as the roses in my blood.

I'll set us on the fireworks
and reach us to heaven full of stars
Sunsets splashing on our tears of joy,
the moon is smiling at its brightest side.

The flower between our love
as red as the roses in my heart.

Warm my heart with your fireworks.
Warm my cold hands with your passion love.
Just like the heat given out by the fireworks,
our love will burn untill eternity ends.
Our love of immortal fireworks

The flower that gives light to night sky,
as the love that enlighten our life.
Soon it will blossom,
our flower of eternity love.

Friday, 1 August 2014

以前

以前自己很在乎的事,现在对这种事的态度变了。轻松了不少。
以前一直把自己局限在一个框框里,总是迎合别人,然后自己搞得自己不喜欢自己的处境,其实一切都是自找的。

开始了解自己,自己是个矛盾体。
我本是一个态度消极随波逐流的人,只因我配合度和适应能力极高,我一直都活得没问题。
但我没有活得很好。

我做的一直都是情况允许我做的事,包括上大学念英文教育系这事。要说我不曾离开Comfort Zone也是对的。只是我的Comfort Zone比别人的大一些。
我随遇而安过头了些,一直信仰着“冥冥中都有注定”这件事,没为自己做一些自己想做的事。

我想做的事,我一直都没有什么真正做到,也是因为我少了一份 “坚持”,多了份 “懒”。
一路上责备自己,有时拿情况当借口。把 “主宰命运” 挂在嘴边,却重来没有让自己的灵魂自由。对自己一直都很不坦白,甚至自欺欺人。

我决定爱自己,训练自己,对自己跟坦白,决定时时解剖自己检讨。
把别人的嘲笑看作鞭策,因为我真的不够好,对不起自己,才让自己被嘲笑。
不让 “不知道”,“不清楚” 成为借口。我其实一直都有个目标在心中,只是我重来没有正视它。
不再用 “或许”、“应该”、“可能” 因为它们将成为一个借口的理由。

冥冥中真的有注定,21岁的我,知道未来只会越来越清晰,也决定让以前真的成为以前。
“以前”,是以前方的目标为信仰,努力做到自己要的事,努力活得非常好。

恶魔的善良,天使的邪恶

他爱上她,因为她拥有他所没有的善良。
恶魔施展了自私的占有欲
他建筑了爱情鸟笼,诱惑天使陷入城堡。

恶魔日日喂食天使所谓的爱情
天使日日以她的爱安抚恶魔

天使的善良终将被扭曲了
恶魔打造金色钥匙,把没有门的鸟笼打开了
只为了释放天使,只为了保存他最爱的那份善良。
恶魔真的感受到爱,也学会了去爱,而他的爱就是放开手。

可曾想过,是天使让恶魔陷入她温柔的陷阱。
自愿住进城堡里,因为厌倦了富丽堂皇的城堡,而从心底希望离开。
或许她不是故意让恶魔忍心放开,她只是不小心让恶魔感受到了她不愿留下的心。

给恶魔的爱已经装满了,天使就要飞了。
要记得,天使的善良和爱是无止尽的,不只是属于恶魔一个人。

Thursday, 12 June 2014

Grateful and thankful to meet great people and make great friends

I have a friend that I met in university, he is always motivated. Telling dreams and stories he had.
I've learned a lot from him, and he really lighten up people's day somehow.
There is another friend here too, she is a drummer.
She is always hopeful and have a clear mind of what she wants.
She motivated me a lot, too.
Then there is another friend here, she is a singer.
She works very very hard to get what she want. And she loves herself so much as herself.
She is happy. She told me to write something everyday.

They are such great friends I've met here, I appreciate their appearance in my life.
Although their somehow crazy in someway, I love being around them. =)

You guys rock!

Wednesday, 7 May 2014

在你身边

在她的右边,牵你的左手
在你的右边,握你的右手
握你的左手,感受你的温柔
她的掌心,藏着他想要的温暖

Comet

Comet
By Charmaine Soo

They are
stars falling
from the sky
They stop sparkling
stop to shine
Children of the earthing
dancing under
showers of the diamonds
and ring the chimes
Never stop praying
for new star to rise
that waits for THE child
to never cease
it's brightest shine

Tuesday, 11 February 2014

Hi blogger!

It's been 4 months plus after my last post.
Well, I was in university, and many things happens, let's see.
I am back to the single ladies' group. This is probably the BIGGEST thing happened in the past 4 months.
After two months in university, we broke up because we find it hard to go on again. Yes, I HAD a hard time.

Next, I am joining a band in my university under the Chinese Society's Music Club. My band is called Fly Young. It is made up of 5 people including me, 3 girls, 2 guys. I'm playing the guitar!
From the left is YanRou, Me, PeikXin, HanWei, and Albert
Photo taken during Jump Concert Competition, 2013. Credit to Siew Yee =)
My life in UPSI was unexpectedly fun because of this band and music thingy, it is so awesome to play music! The life in UPSI was busy that's why I haven't been updating my blog often. (assignments assignments lectures lectures meetings meetings events preparation etc.) And these business occupied me so much that I can hardly think about sad things, so it's good to be busy sometimes. =)

And AND AND!! My niece was born!!
Her name is Xin En and she has sexy kissable lips~


I've thought about a lot a lot of things, and I'm so grateful that I have great friends and family backing me up. I knew I'm not a good enough. Therefore, I have set up some goals for myself, I'm going to be a better person, give my best for myself. I'm going to bring back the positive, confident and lively Charmaine!

I've met many new friends in university, different people that are lively and lovely. Although something unhappy happened. I'm grateful.
I am grateful that I have family that loves me.
I am grateful that I can be myself.
I am grateful that I went for a jog today.
I am grateful that my hard-works on my academic performance paid off. But I still can do better!

I'll be better without you. No worries.





Sunday, 1 September 2013

1st of September: my first day in UPSI

Wake up wake up!
3am in the morning i was waken by my cellphone. I was dreaming about myself investigating onbsome wesen as I was a grim(currently watching and obsessed with: Grimm) Lol...

Slept for four hours then getting up preparing for the journey to my new chapter. I depart at 4:30am with my parents. Car full loaded with my stuff. My session for registration was actually 10:30am but we arrived too early at 8:12am LOL...but arrive early is better than arrive late cuz i can finish up all this registration thibgs earlier and settle down and have rest.

Well, Jes is my roommate. We live in Khar at the new campus, campus Sultan Azlan Shah of UPSI. Lets talk about the campus...well its new, the room is big but the toilet is super small, omg. Everyroom is equipped with 2 beds 2 table 2 wall rack 2 cupboard. There are three room for two in each house and 2 toilet with shower and a corner for us to do some laundry and two basin. It can be said tat it was well equipped and we have a washing machine, a dryer equipped, juss toss in few coins then you can do your laundry.

Jes and I are taking the same course which is great! We are having a pleasant time =)

10:30am I registered in Khar and start moving my things to my hostel. That kills me! Parents' car are not allowed to go in!!(wth) so me, papa, and mami have to lift my stuff from the carpark to the hostel and climb 3 floors stairs. My dad almost pass out so as we...omg...many parents are in the same condition. The authorities shouldn't do it like this. They are worried about traffic jams but not the condition of the students and their parents or guardian etc. Many are old people you know and have to lift heavy good from the carpark to hostel which i believe is a few hundrdd metres far depend on where u park your car and how unlucky u are.. haiz....

Currently I am standing and waiting for bus to take us to Dewan besar, two bus is going to take few hundreds students I can barely feel my legs. OMG it was so painful to stand stand stand and walk walk walk and barely have time to sit down and rest...phew...I'm dying and thats good cuz i will sleep like a dead tonight, no more sleeping problems on new bed!

I hope tomorrow will be better

Peach!! Yum yum...

Sunday, 25 August 2013

Once a month I'm back again with some UPDATE

I woke up today and realize: Oh! I haven't update my pretty little blog for weeekss(as I always did)
Sorry little bloggie booky because I forget about you.
Talking about my workout journal. NAH!! since the third week of August I have been sooooooooooooo lazzyyy to workout because I'm in HOLIDAY~! 
No need to wake up early in the morning and sleep by 12 at night. This makes me an owl.
Sleeping through the morning, wake up at afternoon, and stay up at night.

so, staying up for what?

Um...playing my The Sims 3, youtubing, watching soap drama, blaah
total disaster as now I have to recover from all these things and live a normal life again(sleep and wake at the right time) OMG.....my mind have been telling me:"STOP THIS! YOU SHOULD NOT KEEP DOING THESE!!" but my other mind tolds me:"DON'T CARE A S*** ABOUT IT JUST EAT SLEEP PLAY AND GET FAT!!MUAHAHAHHA"

So, really, I get fat again. I do jog like when I'm in the mood or the weather is good, but that did not help because it was not consistent.
so I gained the kilos I lost last month. *hello fat fat*
I think I'll start working out again when I'm in University. 

I finished watched Game Of Thrones until the recent Season in JUST A WEEK!!
It is really GOOD!!!(but if it have less 18+ scene which is unnecessary it would be BETTER)
 
I discovered a youtube star's channel, Stilababe09.
This channel was hosted by Meredith Foster, a young girl videoing her tips, makeup tutorial, fashion haul, style steal etc(what most youtuber do)
I really like her voice and her video are funny and interesting, so I enjoy watching it, and I adore her HAIR!!
I wish I can have hair like her.*looking out of the window staring far far away with sparkles in my eyes aka dreaming*
Here is she, pretty and young. *gosh I feel so old*

Here's her channel links: http://www.youtube.com/user/StilaBabe09


And Michelle Phan launched her own makeup line, em michelle phan. Congratulations~~
I'm really interested with the eyeshadow palette but it is not available in Malaysia yet and I heard the price was not that friendly. =( 



Then I review about some study tips that might help me in University and found out a really good note taking skills called the Cornell Note taking system. This help!!
If you wanna improve your study skills, you should really go and find out some really good tips or figure out an effective way to boost your performance!
Now, here is a template for this system. Image I found on google~


Month of August-month of preparation.
Its holiday but I seldom go out except some shopping or what etc etc because my friends are still studying and my friends who are also holidaying live too far away for me, its hard to hang out with them.
So I stayed home keep connected with the mighty Wifi and keep connected with them. Stay tuned infront of my labtop.
Wait, there is a phrase for my life, 宅 


NOOO!!!!! I really must stop!!! cuz a new life is coming up!! no more lazy and louzy lifestyle.
I must break out of procastination!! And kill all those FAT away, omg...

STOP and GET a LIFE!!

Peace
Still Alive!!





Sunday, 28 July 2013

[Fit&Healthy!] Workout Journal #2

I have been working out for a month!! not that big different however....but I lost 3 kg in these days.

Day 3-12: 3/7~12/7/2013
Workout as usual, concentrating on my abs and arms. I figure out my own set of abs workout, its actually a combination of workout from XHIT, but I choose those workout which I can do and can FEEL THE BURN. phew...after abs workout, I can feel some pain in my ab, but would not be aching the other day. (Maybe is because of I didn't overdone it) I did like 7~8minutes abs, 5~6minutes arms and continue with some butt or thigh workout. everyday I did like 25~30minutes. I didn't sweat much or my sweat dries out very quickly. I ate like usual, 3 meals a day. Breakfast at 8:30am, a cup of Milo or Nestum. Lunch at 12:30pm, I ate rice everyday, typical South East Asia Chinese food. Dinner at 7pm, I had rice also. I will have a piece of biscuit at work after breakfast at about 10 something, I'll also have snack at 5pm after work which I will be hungry at that time, my snack will be a pack of baked potato crakers or some biscuit to fill my tummy before dinner is ready. 

Day 13-17: 
I'm not feeling well that day and I had my mc after that, so I stop working out and just rest myself. At the third day of mc, when I feel better, I did some triceps workout with my 1kg weights. Its a very light workout. During these days I rest my whole lower body and never drink any cold drinks to keep myself away from abdominal aches. And I sleeps a lot and have extra snacks because I get hungry easily during mc.

Day 18-21:
I just feel so lazy after few days of rest. LOL. I just did some simple leg lifting to workout my abs. Did some simple triceps workout while watching my Triumph In Skies 2!! then  I got hooked on the computer whole day....LOL...Laziness beat me! BAD BAD!!

Day 22~26:
As usual, abs and arm workout, then thigh then butt, I remember my glutes are in pain after I did the butt workout and I walk very weirdly HAHAHAAA!! Probably because I seldom workout that part of my body.
I ate normally these days. No overeating, No skipping meals, *yippee~!!

Day 27: I skipped working out because its SATURDAYY. I went out with Mr M and attend to my cousin's Birthday Party and I ate quite much that evening. Ooops!

Day 28: Today
Its Sunday!! Usually I am so lazy on Sunday and forget about workout, but today~ I went jogging~~
I did stretching and warm up because I don't wanna experience muscle pain. I did not run fast(I can't too), I just run with my own pace and breathing rhythmically, when I get tired I switch from jogging to fast walking. 
After the jog I did some arm, thigh, abs workout and jump jump jump in front of my house like I had a rope in my hand.

That's all~~
phew, I did not update my blog for so long about my project S, LOL, but thats not mean I had ald giving up on that. I did do little notes to reminds myself what I had do and to write this journal had become one of my motivatiion!!!

GO GO GO!!! 

Charmaine


Thursday, 25 July 2013

New Journey!!

Happy Holiday!! No work tomorrow!! Hooray!!

By the way... already weeks after my last post here...
I've been kinda busy working on my 'Slimming' Project *teehee>.< and preparing to enroll in University.
I will be studying in Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris, UPSI on 1st of September. 
What course I'm taking? Teaching English as Second Language(TESL)
Its my first choice of course when I fill in the UPU form.
Feel nervous and lack of confidence. Why? Because My English is only at average level. And I haven't speak in English for MONTHS. And I never Read since high school. My Vocab are Oh My Goodnessly poor. And don't talk to me about grammar...*running away with tears...

Then why choose English? I always like to use English more than Mandarin, but my Mandarin is better than English(of course lah! Using it more maah) Actually I want to study about Foreign Language>.<. But I didn't get the offer by UPM(pointer not high enough =( ) I want to learn about English more, their history, their morphology, their formation, many more!! So, TRY HARD(not try best) to catch up with the PRO~ 

In the past few weeks I went to banks to create accounts, apply for loans, scolarships etc, takes photos, and bought my first Baju Kurung! Its a traditional Malay attire. Its consider formal wear here in Malaysia. Long Long dress, gotta learn how to walk like a lady or not I will step on myself~!

I'm excited as well as worried. UPSI is a univesity located at Tg Malim,Perak. As I know, there aren't places for entertainment there like what we have in Penang. NO cinemas!! NO mall!!! It will be hard for me >.<....I like to enjoy luxurious afternoon once in a while, watch hit movies on screen, and shopping! Well...Kuala Lumpur is not far away though, 70-80km far away... I can hoop on a bus or train and get into the city!! This comfort me...huhu~~

Tanjong Malim, a new place for me...how is the food there?how is the enviroment?how are the people there?hmmm....

The view of my journey is still so blur now. No clue yet what will I be studying or doing in there, cuz campus cife is totally different? I hope I can get the timetable faster, and gather more info about the hostels, surroundings, utilities there....*damn anxious

Woola!! At last I manage to get into University, Good Job to myself =D
Can't wait untill everything is settled!! >.<

PS: Mr M will be going to UTeM, Malacca, haiz...we will be far apart...*sobs, btw, I'm 46kg now, 3 kgs lighter than before!! and many of my pants and clothes are big to me now...*teehee










Tuesday, 2 July 2013

[Fit&Healthy!] My Workout Journal #1

Day 1 : 1/7/2013

Okay, I'm serious this time. To get rid of my extra fats all over my body, especially belly FAT.
I found a fitness channel, XHIT, on youtube. Working out following their videos feels so great. One of the fitness trainer, Rebecca-Louise, is my favourite, she just keep motivating us and her instructions are clear and easy to understand.
On day 1 I had done 5 minute abs workout and Miranda Kerr Workout. Along with some legs workout. tooks about 45 minutes for me to complete all the workout
Can feel the fat burning!!! Keep it on!!

Day 2 : 2/7/2013

Today I had done  flat stomach workout and belly fat workout. Following some arm workout.
I did all the workout with XHIT. I rest for few minutes. Today's workout tooks me an hour.

Going to keep on wrinting this journal to motivate myself not to give up!


Friday, 28 June 2013

上不去的阁楼

看到mokmok的blog,写关于梦的,然后头发还没干不能睡,就跑上来po一下。

我也有一个梦。
我在一个房子里,我应该是在那个房子的尾部,因为可以看到厨房。
每一次梦到的都是同样的事,
房子里有很多人(在开趴?)
有人跟我对话,从身后有声音跟我说话,
然后我就说:“我上去拿。” 很高兴的样子。
我没有看到那个人,听不清是男是女。
梦到的时候我都是刚好在转身,然后要上楼梯。
这个房子的墙是米黄色的,楼梯也是,大概四五个梯级就要转U弯。
梯级没有把柄,旁边都是墙,米黄色的。
然后转弯处有个窗,阳光照着进来,满刺眼的。
我都是右脚踏上第一个梯阶就上不去了。
好像卡带酱要转身也不能,要上去也不能。
只是知道身后有很多人,好像很热闹。
但是我就卡在那边。

小时候也会一直梦到这个梦。但是小时候上去过。
那是一个阁楼,里面有张双人床,深褐色的床架,米色的床,很大张。
小时候梦到时,梦里的我是小孩子,但是现在梦到,梦里的我是现在这个样子。
小时候梦到时,还有一个小男孩,看不清脸,我们一起跑上去的,好像是在玩。
但是现在的梦小男孩不见了。

其实梦里气氛很开心,感觉有很多人在,不是陌生人(那肯定是在开趴!)
梦里感觉很安心,感觉那个房子是我的家,但是那个房子很大很大的感觉。
我从来没住过那种房子。希望是我以后的家啦!hehe.

Saturday, 15 June 2013

爸爸节

爸爸很爱吃妈妈的醋
所以怎样都要庆祝一下(含蓄的)

我出世时爸爸三十岁,人人都说是饼印出来的。我第一个会说的语言是英文,爸爸教的。 爸爸最积极让我学音乐,说是因为小小的我自己坚持, 辛苦也带我去学,直到最后。

爸爸最喜欢我,因为我ManJa,
脾气很暴躁的爸爸到我念高中为此都不曾骂过我。 我也很少逆他意,家里吵架我都是使者,劝兵,唠叨爸爸的工作是我的。
爸爸冲涼很久,冲好凉之后比花还香。
爸爸从车里出来就很臭,烟臭。
爸爸的假牙很恐怖。爸爸吃很多。
爸爸很疼他的孩子。爸爸心地其实很好,有时思想也很简单,所以理财观念差哈哈哈哈,我们三个都遗传到了。

我十八岁了他才能接受我长大了,比较少叫我little big ching,和没有用跟小孩说话的语气跟我说话。
知道我和Mr M交往时,爸爸好像接受不到但又不敢表现出来,努力成为一个开放的老豆,挺好笑的。
我的好朋友们挺怕来我家,因为爸爸很爱讲,讲不完的大道理吓到我朋友了哈哈哈哈

爸爸或许不是好丈夫但他可以说是一个90分的爸爸。 爸爸现在老了,也看得出爸爸也成长了。呵 ....孩子在长大,父母也在长大。父亲不一定是英雄,也可以是成长路上的同学,我们都在学习。

对爸爸我总是很矛盾, 但都因为是一家人,还在为家人找那个不矛盾的点。

父亲节快乐
祝爸爸脾气不暴躁,心平气和,万事自然顺心

照片:年轻的黑爸和望着蛋糕流口水的lui lui 以及某堂姐的怪兽脸一枚

Background Music =D

Here is a post to tell you guys about my blog's background music currently.
It is Radioactive by Imagine Dragons cover by Pentatonix and Lindsey Stirling.

Pentatonix is a group of five peoples. They make instrument free music, Beatbox, Human made Sound(LOL) Sometims they are like singing choirs. They make music interesting! =) And they are musicians on tour(cant call them singers cuz what they do are not just singing, hee!) They make SOUNDS! hahahaha I have a fun time listening to their covers. 
Every songs are instrument free, all of it was human made sound. Check out their Starships cover, very interesting!

Lindsey Stirling, A violinist (rocking violinist). I haven't check out her music yet. But I can tell she must be a good one from this Radioactive cover hohoho!

Lastly a video from Pentatonix.

Enjoy those SoUNds~~ =D

Friday, 14 June 2013

我不是宠物,请慎重善待。

小时候真的很多人疼,因为圆圆胖胖又是家族里排行最小。
但是我从小时候开始就挺独立的。
妈妈都很放心,也没什么大问题,学业也不错,父母真的很放心,我还会逗他们开心的。
从小写作文都写:我是家里的开心果。
我也习惯让他们放心了所以有心事也不会说出来。
只记得初中有一次跟好朋友出了问题实在非常伤心,半夜里一直躲在被子里哭不停,非常难受,想走出房门去洗个脸,刚巧妈妈还没睡在外面看到我哭得眼睛肿肿就问我什么事。我也没有说,只是抱着妈妈哭了。之后妈妈也没有再问。因为我看起来没事了。

我不否认我是开朗的人,但好讨厌自己这个开朗的性格,伤心总是容易忘记,看得很开。然后又再被伤心,然后又忘记。有时候分不清到底自己是开朗,还是太会藏太会骗、太会骗自己。
心软,就一定是包容的那一方吗?
但我也想当小公主,想有人呵护着我,时时替我着想。
是独立惹的祸?父母很放心,因为我很会骗他们放心,不会管我,久而久之,自然比较少关心我,比较多担心哥哥姐姐,姐姐就很关心我,呵呵,我还是姐姐的小公主。但我也习惯了让她们放心。同样的,只表现我开心的那方面。

遇见你,我想得到依靠,但是好像哪里出错了,我在你面前,还是那样独立自主,开不开心都藏着。现在刹车,不开心就表现出来,你又觉得我变野蛮了。
常常心软又被你吃死死。我好不开心。
只想要被呵护,那么难。我不想在你面前也当个只会笑的白痴。
常说你不懂我,这要看你想不想了解我。了解不需要说出口,日子久了,你要是有留意我的话,你自然会了解我。了解彼此这种事,不是见面才做的事。

我不是宠物,请慎重善待。不是得到后给吃给穿偶尔陪陪偶尔玩玩不乖就骂就算了的。


The Fridays Lately

Lately I have been spending Fridays alone.
It was kinda lonely at first.
Just because I need to work on Saturday morning(hell ya!).
So I avoid going out late on Friday. By the way I realize that I have only few friends that I prefer to go out with. (Which we are more in common, and can spend time chit chatting but not starring at each other with an awkward smile LOL)
Some of my friends lived too far, some of them not close enough, maybe it is time for me to make some new friends??

Why not going out with my boyfriend? Nah~Mr M is too busy dealing with his "girlfriendS" every Friday(giggles).
Every Friday he date with his girlfriends.(why these guys gather every Friday??EVERY!!LOL)
Our home was far apart, 45 minutes by car, driving across the sea and over few hills. And we work until evening, so it wont be fun spending short time together although one of us overnight at ones place.

Some Fridays I spent time alone in home.
Doing what? Of course using the computer, either watching Desperate Housewives/A Good Heart to Change or playing some games.
Ya ya ya, I seldom read these days, my "The Secret" just never finish. I found out I am LESS interested with books like this. But when I was reading "Happy Zombie Sunrise Home" from Wattpad I read fast and was hooked.(So there is the difference)
YAYAYA, I also seldom WritE these days(two weeks?), gotta catch up or my story will never ends too! OMG. So fairies, give me some inspiration please!!!

No more TGIF for me since I got this job(but luckily quitting in August >.<)
Its TGIS!!!
Tomorrow I will be going out with my cousin, going to try Tomyam Noodles at Ayer Itam, Penang!!
DROOLiNG....
Sunday? hanging out with my brother's girlfriend(giggles)
Penguin Falling Asleep