1st of September: my first day in UPSI

Wake up wake up!
3am in the morning i was waken by my cellphone. I was dreaming about myself investigating onbsome wesen as I was a grim(currently watching and obsessed with: Grimm) Lol...

Slept for four hours then getting up preparing for the journey to my new chapter. I depart at 4:30am with my parents. Car full loaded with my stuff. My session for registration was actually 10:30am but we arrived too early at 8:12am LOL...but arrive early is better than arrive late cuz i can finish up all this registration thibgs earlier and settle down and have rest.

Well, Jes is my roommate. We live in Khar at the new campus, campus Sultan Azlan Shah of UPSI. Lets talk about the campus...well its new, the room is big but the toilet is super small, omg. Everyroom is equipped with 2 beds 2 table 2 wall rack 2 cupboard. There are three room for two in each house and 2 toilet with shower and a corner for us to do some laundry and two basin. It can be said tat it was well equipped and we have a washing machine, a dryer equipped, juss toss in few coins then you can do your laundry.

Jes and I are taking the same course which is great! We are having a pleasant time =)

10:30am I registered in Khar and start moving my things to my hostel. That kills me! Parents' car are not allowed to go in!!(wth) so me, papa, and mami have to lift my stuff from the carpark to the hostel and climb 3 floors stairs. My dad almost pass out so as we...omg...many parents are in the same condition. The authorities shouldn't do it like this. They are worried about traffic jams but not the condition of the students and their parents or guardian etc. Many are old people you know and have to lift heavy good from the carpark to hostel which i believe is a few hundrdd metres far depend on where u park your car and how unlucky u are.. haiz....

Currently I am standing and waiting for bus to take us to Dewan besar, two bus is going to take few hundreds students I can barely feel my legs. OMG it was so painful to stand stand stand and walk walk walk and barely have time to sit down and rest...phew...I'm dying and thats good cuz i will sleep like a dead tonight, no more sleeping problems on new bed!

I hope tomorrow will be better

Peach!! Yum yum...

Once a month I'm back again with some UPDATE

I woke up today and realize: Oh! I haven't update my pretty little blog for weeekss(as I always did)

Sorry little bloggie booky because I forget about you.

Talking about my workout journal. NAH!! since the third week of August I have been sooooooooooooo lazzyyy to workout because I'm in HOLIDAY~! 

No need to wake up early in the morning and sleep by 12 at night. This makes me an owl.

Sleeping through the morning, wake up at afternoon, and stay up at night.

so, staying up for what?

Um...playing my The Sims 3, youtubing, watching soap drama, blaah

total disaster as now I have to recover from all these things and live a normal life again(sleep and wake at the right time) OMG.....my mind have been telling me:"STOP THIS! YOU SHOULD NOT KEEP DOING THESE!!" but my other mind tolds me:"DON'T CARE A S*** ABOUT IT JUST EAT SLEEP PLAY AND GET FAT!!MUAHAHAHHA"

So, really, I get fat again. I do jog like when I'm in the mood or the weather is good, but that did not help because it was not consistent.

so I gained the kilos I lost last month. *hello fat fat*

I think I'll start working out again when I'm in University. 

I finished watched Game Of Thrones until the recent Season in JUST A WEEK!!

It is really GOOD!!!(but if it have less 18+ scene which is unnecessary it would be BETTER)

 

I discovered a youtube star's channel, Stilababe09.

This channel was hosted by Meredith Foster, a young girl videoing her tips, makeup tutorial, fashion haul, style steal etc(what most youtuber do)

I really like her voice and her video are funny and interesting, so I enjoy watching it, and I adore her HAIR!!

I wish I can have hair like her.*looking out of the window staring far far away with sparkles in my eyes aka dreaming*

Here is she, pretty and young. *gosh I feel so old*

Here's her channel links: http://www.youtube.com/user/StilaBabe09

And Michelle Phan launched her own makeup line, em michelle phan. Congratulations~~

I'm really interested with the eyeshadow palette but it is not available in Malaysia yet and I heard the price was not that friendly. =( 

Then I review about some study tips that might help me in University and found out a really good note taking skills called the Cornell Note taking system. This help!!

If you wanna improve your study skills, you should really go and find out some really good tips or figure out an effective way to boost your performance!

Now, here is a template for this system. Image I found on google~

Month of August-month of preparation.

Its holiday but I seldom go out except some shopping or what etc etc because my friends are still studying and my friends who are also holidaying live too far away for me, its hard to hang out with them.

So I stayed home keep connected with the mighty Wifi and keep connected with them. Stay tuned infront of my labtop.

Wait, there is a phrase for my life, 宅 

NOOO!!!!! I really must stop!!! cuz a new life is coming up!! no more lazy and louzy lifestyle.

I must break out of procastination!! And kill all those FAT away, omg...

STOP and GET a LIFE!!

Peace

Still Alive!!

[Fit&Healthy!] Workout Journal #2

I have been working out for a month!! not that big different however....but I lost 3 kg in these days.

Day 3-12: 3/7~12/7/2013

Workout as usual, concentrating on my abs and arms. I figure out my own set of abs workout, its actually a combination of workout from XHIT, but I choose those workout which I can do and can FEEL THE BURN. phew...after abs workout, I can feel some pain in my ab, but would not be aching the other day. (Maybe is because of I didn't overdone it) I did like 7~8minutes abs, 5~6minutes arms and continue with some butt or thigh workout. everyday I did like 25~30minutes. I didn't sweat much or my sweat dries out very quickly. I ate like usual, 3 meals a day. Breakfast at 8:30am, a cup of Milo or Nestum. Lunch at 12:30pm, I ate rice everyday, typical South East Asia Chinese food. Dinner at 7pm, I had rice also. I will have a piece of biscuit at work after breakfast at about 10 something, I'll also have snack at 5pm after work which I will be hungry at that time, my snack will be a pack of baked potato crakers or some biscuit to fill my tummy before dinner is ready. 

Day 13-17: 

I'm not feeling well that day and I had my mc after that, so I stop working out and just rest myself. At the third day of mc, when I feel better, I did some triceps workout with my 1kg weights. Its a very light workout. During these days I rest my whole lower body and never drink any cold drinks to keep myself away from abdominal aches. And I sleeps a lot and have extra snacks because I get hungry easily during mc.

Day 18-21:

I just feel so lazy after few days of rest. LOL. I just did some simple leg lifting to workout my abs. Did some simple triceps workout while watching my Triumph In Skies 2!! then  I got hooked on the computer whole day....LOL...Laziness beat me! BAD BAD!!

Day 22~26:

As usual, abs and arm workout, then thigh then butt, I remember my glutes are in pain after I did the butt workout and I walk very weirdly HAHAHAAA!! Probably because I seldom workout that part of my body.

I ate normally these days. No overeating, No skipping meals, *yippee~!!

Day 27: I skipped working out because its SATURDAYY. I went out with Mr M and attend to my cousin's Birthday Party and I ate quite much that evening. Ooops!

Day 28: Today

Its Sunday!! Usually I am so lazy on Sunday and forget about workout, but today~ I went jogging~~

I did stretching and warm up because I don't wanna experience muscle pain. I did not run fast(I can't too), I just run with my own pace and breathing rhythmically, when I get tired I switch from jogging to fast walking. 

After the jog I did some arm, thigh, abs workout and jump jump jump in front of my house like I had a rope in my hand.

That's all~~

phew, I did not update my blog for so long about my project S, LOL, but thats not mean I had ald giving up on that. I did do little notes to reminds myself what I had do and to write this journal had become one of my motivatiion!!!

GO GO GO!!! 

Charmaine

New Journey!!

Happy Holiday!! No work tomorrow!! Hooray!!

By the way... already weeks after my last post here...

I've been kinda busy working on my 'Slimming' Project *teehee>.< and preparing to enroll in University.

I will be studying in Universiti Pendidikan Sultan Idris, UPSI on 1st of September. 

What course I'm taking? Teaching English as Second Language(TESL)

Its my first choice of course when I fill in the UPU form.

Feel nervous and lack of confidence. Why? Because My English is only at average level. And I haven't speak in English for MONTHS. And I never Read since high school. My Vocab are Oh My Goodnessly poor. And don't talk to me about grammar...*running away with tears...

Then why choose English? I always like to use English more than Mandarin, but my Mandarin is better than English(of course lah! Using it more maah) Actually I want to study about Foreign Language>.<. But I didn't get the offer by UPM(pointer not high enough =( ) I want to learn about English more, their history, their morphology, their formation, many more!! So, TRY HARD(not try best) to catch up with the PRO~ 

In the past few weeks I went to banks to create accounts, apply for loans, scolarships etc, takes photos, and bought my first Baju Kurung! Its a traditional Malay attire. Its consider formal wear here in Malaysia. Long Long dress, gotta learn how to walk like a lady or not I will step on myself~!

I'm excited as well as worried. UPSI is a univesity located at Tg Malim,Perak. As I know, there aren't places for entertainment there like what we have in Penang. NO cinemas!! NO mall!!! It will be hard for me >.<....I like to enjoy luxurious afternoon once in a while, watch hit movies on screen, and shopping! Well...Kuala Lumpur is not far away though, 70-80km far away... I can hoop on a bus or train and get into the city!! This comfort me...huhu~~

Tanjong Malim, a new place for me...how is the food there?how is the enviroment?how are the people there?hmmm....

The view of my journey is still so blur now. No clue yet what will I be studying or doing in there, cuz campus cife is totally different? I hope I can get the timetable faster, and gather more info about the hostels, surroundings, utilities there....*damn anxious

Woola!! At last I manage to get into University, Good Job to myself =D
Can't wait untill everything is settled!! >.<

PS: Mr M will be going to UTeM, Malacca, haiz...we will be far apart...*sobs, btw, I'm 46kg now, 3 kgs lighter than before!! and many of my pants and clothes are big to me now...*teehee

[Fit&Healthy!] My Workout Journal #1

Day 1 : 1/7/2013

Okay, I'm serious this time. To get rid of my extra fats all over my body, especially belly FAT.

I found a fitness channel, XHIT, on youtube. Working out following their videos feels so great. One of the fitness trainer, Rebecca-Louise, is my favourite, she just keep motivating us and her instructions are clear and easy to understand.

On day 1 I had done 5 minute abs workout and Miranda Kerr Workout. Along with some legs workout. tooks about 45 minutes for me to complete all the workout

Can feel the fat burning!!! Keep it on!!

Day 2 : 2/7/2013

Today I had done  flat stomach workout and belly fat workout. Following some arm workout.

I did all the workout with XHIT. I rest for few minutes. Today's workout tooks me an hour.

Going to keep on wrinting this journal to motivate myself not to give up!

上不去的阁楼

看到mokmok的blog，写关于梦的，然后头发还没干不能睡，就跑上来po一下。

我也有一个梦。
我在一个房子里，我应该是在那个房子的尾部，因为可以看到厨房。
每一次梦到的都是同样的事，
房子里有很多人（在开趴？）
有人跟我对话，从身后有声音跟我说话，
然后我就说：“我上去拿。” 很高兴的样子。
我没有看到那个人，听不清是男是女。
梦到的时候我都是刚好在转身，然后要上楼梯。
这个房子的墙是米黄色的，楼梯也是，大概四五个梯级就要转U弯。
梯级没有把柄，旁边都是墙，米黄色的。
然后转弯处有个窗，阳光照着进来，满刺眼的。
我都是右脚踏上第一个梯阶就上不去了。
好像卡带酱要转身也不能，要上去也不能。
只是知道身后有很多人，好像很热闹。
但是我就卡在那边。

小时候也会一直梦到这个梦。但是小时候上去过。
那是一个阁楼，里面有张双人床，深褐色的床架，米色的床，很大张。
小时候梦到时，梦里的我是小孩子，但是现在梦到，梦里的我是现在这个样子。
小时候梦到时，还有一个小男孩，看不清脸，我们一起跑上去的，好像是在玩。
但是现在的梦小男孩不见了。

其实梦里气氛很开心，感觉有很多人在，不是陌生人（那肯定是在开趴！）
梦里感觉很安心，感觉那个房子是我的家，但是那个房子很大很大的感觉。
我从来没住过那种房子。希望是我以后的家啦！hehe.

爸爸节

爸爸很爱吃妈妈的醋
所以怎样都要庆祝一下(含蓄的)

我出世时爸爸三十岁,人人都说是饼印出来的。我第一个会说的语言是英文,爸爸教的。 爸爸最积极让我学音乐,说是因为小小的我自己坚持, 辛苦也带我去学,直到最后。

爸爸最喜欢我,因为我ManJa,
脾气很暴躁的爸爸到我念高中为此都不曾骂过我。 我也很少逆他意,家里吵架我都是使者,劝兵,唠叨爸爸的工作是我的。
爸爸冲涼很久,冲好凉之后比花还香。
爸爸从车里出来就很臭,烟臭。
爸爸的假牙很恐怖。爸爸吃很多。
爸爸很疼他的孩子。爸爸心地其实很好,有时思想也很简单,所以理财观念差哈哈哈哈,我们三个都遗传到了。

我十八岁了他才能接受我长大了,比较少叫我little big ching,和没有用跟小孩说话的语气跟我说话。
知道我和Mr M交往时,爸爸好像接受不到但又不敢表现出来,努力成为一个开放的老豆,挺好笑的。
我的好朋友们挺怕来我家,因为爸爸很爱讲,讲不完的大道理吓到我朋友了哈哈哈哈

爸爸或许不是好丈夫但他可以说是一个90分的爸爸。 爸爸现在老了,也看得出爸爸也成长了。呵 ....孩子在长大,父母也在长大。父亲不一定是英雄,也可以是成长路上的同学,我们都在学习。

对爸爸我总是很矛盾, 但都因为是一家人,还在为家人找那个不矛盾的点。

父亲节快乐
祝爸爸脾气不暴躁,心平气和,万事自然顺心

照片:年轻的黑爸和望着蛋糕流口水的lui lui 以及某堂姐的怪兽脸一枚

Background Music =D

Here is a post to tell you guys about my blog's background music currently.

It is Radioactive by Imagine Dragons cover by Pentatonix and Lindsey Stirling.

Pentatonix is a group of five peoples. They make instrument free music, Beatbox, Human made Sound(LOL) Sometims they are like singing choirs. They make music interesting! =) And they are musicians on tour(cant call them singers cuz what they do are not just singing, hee!) They make SOUNDS! hahahaha I have a fun time listening to their covers. 

Youtube Channel : http://www.youtube.com/user/PTXofficial

Every songs are instrument free, all of it was human made sound. Check out their Starships cover, very interesting!

Lindsey Stirling, A violinist (rocking violinist). I haven't check out her music yet. But I can tell she must be a good one from this Radioactive cover hohoho!

Youtube Channel : http://www.youtube.com/user/lindseystomp

Lastly a video from Pentatonix.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OREQmPB3RF4

Enjoy those SoUNds~~ =D

我不是宠物，请慎重善待。

小时候真的很多人疼，因为圆圆胖胖又是家族里排行最小。
但是我从小时候开始就挺独立的。
妈妈都很放心，也没什么大问题，学业也不错，父母真的很放心，我还会逗他们开心的。
从小写作文都写：我是家里的开心果。
我也习惯让他们放心了所以有心事也不会说出来。
只记得初中有一次跟好朋友出了问题实在非常伤心，半夜里一直躲在被子里哭不停，非常难受，想走出房门去洗个脸，刚巧妈妈还没睡在外面看到我哭得眼睛肿肿就问我什么事。我也没有说，只是抱着妈妈哭了。之后妈妈也没有再问。因为我看起来没事了。

我不否认我是开朗的人，但好讨厌自己这个开朗的性格，伤心总是容易忘记，看得很开。然后又再被伤心，然后又忘记。有时候分不清到底自己是开朗，还是太会藏太会骗、太会骗自己。
心软，就一定是包容的那一方吗？
但我也想当小公主，想有人呵护着我，时时替我着想。
是独立惹的祸？父母很放心，因为我很会骗他们放心，不会管我，久而久之，自然比较少关心我，比较多担心哥哥姐姐，姐姐就很关心我，呵呵，我还是姐姐的小公主。但我也习惯了让她们放心。同样的，只表现我开心的那方面。

遇见你，我想得到依靠，但是好像哪里出错了，我在你面前，还是那样独立自主，开不开心都藏着。现在刹车，不开心就表现出来，你又觉得我变野蛮了。
常常心软又被你吃死死。我好不开心。
只想要被呵护，那么难。我不想在你面前也当个只会笑的白痴。
常说你不懂我，这要看你想不想了解我。了解不需要说出口，日子久了，你要是有留意我的话，你自然会了解我。了解彼此这种事，不是见面才做的事。

我不是宠物，请慎重善待。不是得到后给吃给穿偶尔陪陪偶尔玩玩不乖就骂就算了的。

The Fridays Lately

Lately I have been spending Fridays alone.
It was kinda lonely at first.
Just because I need to work on Saturday morning(hell ya!).
So I avoid going out late on Friday. By the way I realize that I have only few friends that I prefer to go out with. (Which we are more in common, and can spend time chit chatting but not starring at each other with an awkward smile LOL)
Some of my friends lived too far, some of them not close enough, maybe it is time for me to make some new friends??

Why not going out with my boyfriend? Nah~Mr M is too busy dealing with his "girlfriendS" every Friday(giggles).
Every Friday he date with his girlfriends.(why these guys gather every Friday??EVERY!!LOL)
Our home was far apart, 45 minutes by car, driving across the sea and over few hills. And we work until evening, so it wont be fun spending short time together although one of us overnight at ones place.

Some Fridays I spent time alone in home.
Doing what? Of course using the computer, either watching Desperate Housewives/A Good Heart to Change or playing some games.
Ya ya ya, I seldom read these days, my "The Secret" just never finish. I found out I am LESS interested with books like this. But when I was reading "Happy Zombie Sunrise Home" from Wattpad I read fast and was hooked.(So there is the difference)
YAYAYA, I also seldom WritE these days(two weeks?), gotta catch up or my story will never ends too! OMG. So fairies, give me some inspiration please!!!

No more TGIF for me since I got this job(but luckily quitting in August >.<)
Its TGIS!!!
Tomorrow I will be going out with my cousin, going to try Tomyam Noodles at Ayer Itam, Penang!!
DROOLiNG....
Sunday? hanging out with my brother's girlfriend(giggles)

The Bridge Fell, Some lives go on some lives end.

No earthquakes no signals, nothing, it just fall.
One of the 2nd Penang Bridge's exit ramp at Bayan Lepas area had collapse on Thursday.
Unfortunately, there were vehicles on the road under the ramp.
Works to clear the collapsed concrete are still in progress. The chance for survivors under the 500 tons concrete are little. Sad.

One victim had been confirmed from that tragedy.
He was a father of two little girl aged 11 yrs old and 7 yrs old. At his age of 45(according to the news), he left his last word on the phone before the concrete end his life. Without knowing incident that will happen minutes later. This dad called home and asking what his beloved family wants for dinner, he was going to buy them dinner. But he and the dinner never reach home.
From the photo of his family shared on facebook, after his family identified his body, I can see that his family did not weep aloud....
The 11 year old daughter weep silently, her young sister wipe her tears away.
The mother of the girls just sat there quietly, like she can't accept the fact...Hopeless, unknown, sorrow, helpless.
This picture broke my heart.

The people that you had been talking with over the phone few minutes ago just left you forever, live are so fragile, death are random. Anything can happen within seconds.....

I can't imagine what I will become if my loved one leaves me. Or what will happen to them if something happen to me(touch wood*)

Really....unthinkable.

Live is short, Don't leave any regrets.
When will misfortune happen? We don't know, but why ask?

I forgive people easily, although they may not take me seriously cuz I am soft hearted. Sometime I hate that, but I'm glad somehow, cuz I can easily be with them happily again. What a shame if our last memories were on a fight?
Not to say that being a person who won't get mad on everything. Just...
Live like it is the end of the world tomorrow, then you shall precious the things you have now.
Then it will be easier to let it go, to forgive. right? Though sometimes it takes time, but...fix it fast!

Lastly, RIP, the departed.

...

MEdSI

Well, I'm called to sit in an exam- Malaysian Educators Selection Inventory (MEdSI) on 11-May-13, at a university located in Tanjong Malim, Perak, University Pendidikan Sultan Idris (UPSI).
When I received the SMS I was like:"OH! MY!its tomorrow!!" (I get the SMS on 10-May-2013 morning)
OMG, formal outfit required! I don't have ANY, seek help from my friends, cousins, at last I manage to borrow one from my cousin, Penny.

Walao, tomorrow morning 8.30am have to reach there.
Okay, the time needed from Balik Pulau to Tanjong Malim is 3 hours.
So, me and my family have to wake up very very early (4.00am).
But the next morning, we are late! we suppose to depart on 4.30am but we depart at about 45 minutes later.
Rush Rush Rush!
Luckily there were few cars on the road so my dad can drive very fast.(dangerous)
Straight to Perak! We stopped at Tapah rest station so we can go to the restroom. The restroom was miles(actually is metres) away if you stopped ur car near the entrance. ADVICE: stop at the carpark near the petrol station cuz the restrooms located there.
Then Straight to UPSI!!

Phew reach there on time, it seems like there was no registration required so I just found the class I will take exam in it then wait outside. Because I am alone there, I met two cute girls.
Nur Ain from Taiping and Jess from Puchong.  Nur Ain is a Malay and Jess is an Indian. Jess's name was long and hard to pronouce so she ask us to call her Jess, which is part of her name. hehe!
Nur Ain talk softly and was very kind hearted and cute with many little flowers on her Baju Kurung. I think she is a good friend to be because she will wear DIY Brooch by her friends although it looks like an art piece by beginner.
Jess have curly hair and look like a professional LOL, but she is nice and friendly. She has a protective brother who follow her to the exam centre and escort her till the exam room. We are like good friends although we met each other the first time. Too bad we never leave any contact details not even facebook after the exam.

The exam was a series of question testing your personality, field of interest, EQ and blaah...300 questions to be answered in 1 hour 10 minutes. It was all computerized. Just went in the room, find a seat and follow the instructions of the examiner then start answering. click* click* click*
I finished it in a bout 30 minutes. HAHAHAHA

Its still morning! but I'm hungry. Dad and Mom took me to Bidor, Perak to have our brunch.
After you leave the highway and reach Bidor town, just not far from the entrance. You will see KFC on your left and a hawker centre on your right. if not mistaken 美食华海鲜 or 美丽华海鲜 something like that.
The  Wan Tan Mee there was so NICE!!! its WAN TAN was delicious! Must Try!!

After the brunch then we went straight back home, and reach home at 3 or 4 pm then straight to the bed. I slept till 6pm smth and forgot to ate dinner LOL.

Now only waiting for the result of the exam. Kinda look forward. NYA!

9-May-2013

The first week of May was not a friendly week, I believe most Malaysians feel like that.
Not only because of the result of  GE13, but also the cheats and tricks used which broke our heart.
Many of us thought there will be no hope anymore, everything comes to an end. But what happened yesterday night burn up the fire in our hearts, again. The fire are more fierce than ever, more united despite the difference of colour of our skin with one common target - clean and fair election!  Pray for the future and for the peace of our homeland!!

I'm not a voter, I'm 20, not old enough to vote. As a young adult, I wish my future are bright, I wish I have equal opportunity in education. I wish my future are not effected by corruption. I wish real democracy is there. I wish they free the press so I can get true information of both bad and good. Rakyat should be educated since young about democracy, especially our rights as a rakyat in this democratic country. So we won't be extremist on either side and can think critically, then decide which to choose to represent us.
Okay, stop here, I may be 'spyed'?

Next thing which upset me was: I am not called for interview to the university I desired. Of course, cuz my STPM's CGPA was just a pass to get in to that University of course I can't compete with others. However this didn't give much impact on me maybe cuz I already know that my chances to get in are not high.

Now I can only wait and see which University will I enroll in. Which will be informed on the 2nd week of July. God bless me.

My birthday

I was born on 18-April-1993.

On the day before and before yesterday I turned 20!

A new friend, Eunice, sangs me birthday song in Wechat. Well, that surprise me. Even my dummy boyfriend didn't did that. LOL

But that dummy boyfriend do celebrated with me earlier on 13th of April. We went to Queensbay, Penang.
We had our lunch in The Little Nyonya Cuisine,小娘惹, located at the lower ground floor.
Why we choose to dine in here? Once  we walk by this restaurant and the great smell of curry caught my nose , mind, eye, and attention to this restaurant. So I told him I would love to dine in here next time I visit Queensbay with him. Then we were there.
小娘惹was recommended by 阿贤 who preside on a hot TV show, Taste with Jason, on Astro. Well, it did not fail us. The price was reasonable and the food were tasty and BIG! I'm stuffed.
One thing I want to highlight was their cucuk udang, there were hell lot of udang on it. LOL. Adrian's favourite. It come in two piece in one dish and each piece have the size of a big palm. It cost RM 6 or 8(forgotten). A little bit costly but worth it. Crunch! munch crunchy!! and you can see those little udangs' eyes looking at you (creepy). Anyway it was a delicious meal! We ordered two nyonya style rice and a drink and a ice kacang (with one scoop of vanila ice cream on it) and cucuk udang, the meal cost us about RM42+. After lunch we just walk around the mall and he said he want to buy me a clothe or something I choose myself as present. Then I had a new purse. ❤❤❤

My new purse from Espirit.

Don't Eat me!! but we already ate some before capturing.

He just can't grow up. >.<

 ❤On 18th April, it was a Thursday, ya, working day. So it was kinda boring untill 5pm because I work alone. My family always have simple celebration for me, my mom cook some of my favourite dishes and my sister sings me birthday song thru Wechat. Big fat bro can't afford to be home and treat me dinner so I went out with my friends to KFC after dinner. (Ya, I know, we eat again after we had our dinner). Germaine, Ailsa, Angelyne they gave me a phone case as present. And we chit chat gossip took photos all those girlish thingy.

Its GREEN!!

When I'm home my brother was home too with his friend, I don't know how to pronouce his name, but he was an old friend of my brother. When he know it was my birthday he went back to his car and find something for me as a present LOL. Then I got two bottles of "Thai Vitagen" which he bought from Thailand that day(fresh enough).

Thai Vitagen

It was a simple birthday, oh yeah I never blowed any candles because I don't like cakes, but I do make wishes. And Mommy said she will make me red eggs and mee shua  on 5th May which will be my lunar birthday. This tradition never stop (good). So here am I a twenty years old young ADULT. ❤

想起傻傻的他

又是星期五，中六后的星期五不好玩。因为没有他。
每逢星期五就和朋友gathering！把我晾在一边=3=....
要不是星期六需要工作，我早就滚去北海了！>.<

想他想他，就想起以前的事。
他虽然看起来有点凶，但是笑起来好像ginna酱，
长胡须好像流浪汉uncle，哈哈哈哈哈

我经常躲起来吓他，头几次他会追着我抓，
后来就是吓到跳一下，然后ignore我，然后找机会躲起来吓我
我们两个就是这样幼稚。哈哈哈哈

其实他超会装的。很多次都被他骗到！
就像上一次，他突然告诉我星期日要很早很早来找我做运动。
我吓到咯（他很少星期日来找我的，family day）
结果我就傻傻的穿上运动装，头发也没邦就被他骗出门了。
理所当然的去吃早餐，之后就说要去爬山，就驾着驾着上了teluk bahang 山。
还以为要去dam。结果就驾进escape对面的停车场，我才知道自己被骗了！
又喜又怒！！

在escape当然是玩得很开心了，精疲力尽，还玩了小孩子的设施。
我们玩玩了才知道是小孩子的设施，因为都没有人在管那个设施。
结果笑死人的事发生了。高大威猛的他屁股被卡着，然后脚抽筋。

屁股将翘zomok? LOL

亲爱的辛苦你了！哈哈哈哈哈

 喜欢看他那张很认真地做傻事的脸。
 很可爱  ❤ (｡◕‿◕｡) ❤

You have been so important to me

Since I was born, you met me, I met you,
she held me in her hands, he snuggle me in his arms.

Since I was born, you are so curios with me,
who is she? She is the thing called little sis.
She treat me like her doll, he treat me like his toys.
I treat them as sand bags.
We were held together, by a strings called DNA.

I met you first, before I met him.
I thought you were quiet, you thought I were from Mars.
We were always so noisy, but most noise come out from me.
Our relationship was not close, until we build it up.
Build it up by gossips, build it up by madness.
Build it up by stories, build it up by faith.

Then I met you.

such a big puppy.
But you have been so important to me. ♥

I won't Give Up this time!! 这次不会再放弃！

I have had various dreams, various targets to achieve.
But I never try my best, I give up easily and nothing was achieved, none of them success.
I realize what I miss, I have no passion on my dreams, because I had set wrong dreams, my dreams are not mine, that were what I thought I want to be. Get a profession, get a really well paid job. That was WHAT I was told to do, WHAT I was told to be thinking of, WHAT I was told to have a dream and target about.

But What I really dream of, never been spoken. Because I am afraid of failing. It was always my greatest fear.

But this time, I want to do what I really want. Things that I weren't brave enough to consider doing. Things that I had given up. But they were what I have my minds on. I was thinking of them day by day. Not dare to make it real, because it was risky, because it was believed to be bad for me. But I have been taught to be free of doing what I want. Why get controlled by life? Why get controlled by the situation? NOW, be brave and step out from your box! Try Hard, Die Hard, but NEVER give up.

“If I fail, I try again, and again, and again. If YOU fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much worse than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to FINISH. Are you going to finish strong?” 
― Nick Vujicic
“Sometimes you may feel like you are just about to realize your goal only to fall short. That is no reason to quit. Defeat happens only to those who refuse to try again.” 
― Nick Vujicic

已经开了个头，就要完成它！不是像当年一样马马虎虎的，而是全心全意尽最大努力的完成它！不要再放弃了！不要让自己的害怕成为自己的绊脚石，胆小只会让自己后悔。四个月的时间，一定要呕出一个最满意的故事！

女主人

不懂从何时开始，就非常非常想要一间自己的家。大楼也好，小屋也罢。自己的屋子，我是女主人！家具想怎么摆就怎么摆，想乱就乱，不收拾就不收拾，哈哈哈！年轻时自己一个人住，可以用租的。然后多个人，一起去选房子，为房子烦恼~~也是幸福=D  慢慢的又多了几个人，家具多了，热闹了！这种故事挺好的。

应该是玩The Sims太多，老是想着如果我有这样的房子我要这样这样。去别人家也会这样想，想着如果是我我会这样这样怎样怎样。我这人嘛。。。被问到有啥梦想时，都想不到。既然那么想要自己的家，就把这当梦想吧！

梦想归梦想，是不实在的，要把它变成现实。以前自己就是老爱发梦，错失机会，后悔着呢！梦想只会时刻提醒自己目标在哪，不会带我们到达目标。如果自己不动，只会永远躺在床上，看着那遥不可及的梦。所以，要加油！

很多事我都喜欢自己来，不用欠人情，结果自己也会满意，做错了也是自己承担。不喜欢求人，要我求人我会不好意思，除非是自己亲近的人，因为是打算欠他们一辈子人情了，再用一辈子还。很多时候我喜欢发号施令，就是因为这个个性，控制着局面会让我觉得比较有安全感。如果我让你爱怎样就怎样，恭喜，你让我很有安全感。=D /或者是：你的存在威胁不到我！哈哈哈哈哈！所以说，我自己一个人住应该是ok没问题吧？

但是现在的屋子贵到~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

有自己的家，（自己住的时候）会觉得一切在掌控之中，会很安心吧？（前提治安要很好=D）回到去可以很放松~裸睡也没问题！>.<  当个房子的主人就像当自己人生的主人，自我感觉灰常良好。想起很小的时候，去看爸爸买的小楼，虽然是很小一间，但我们都很兴奋！搬进去自己家的房子是最开心的。当知道不能再住下去的时候，真的难过了一阵子呢。到现在都还记得住在那的最后一晚。虽然那里有点吵有点脏，但在那里的时光还是非常值得怀念的。人啊，就是要有属于自己的地方。寄人篱下的感觉就像织了一张网，一直想逃出去，却一直被困住。很讨厌。

已经要二十了，一直都想长大，烦恼是多了，但能自力更生的感觉很好。加油吧，女主人！

Journey to the highland

In the old times, when I was in my primary schools, I used to go Cameron Highlands.
Cameron is nowhere fun to go, there are only bees, strawberries, gardens and strawberries, bees.....
There aren't theme park, entertainment center, shopping malls.
What impression I had about this quiet land was chilled air and strawberries.

But in 26-1-2013, its already been years that I never been to this place. Cameron still have chilled air, more strawberries and more bees. LOL. But the vehicles are more, more noise, the air are less fresher, the chilled air are competing with the heat from the sun. The quiet land had changed.

Here is what unbelievable to me, we spent 6 HOURS to reach our hotel from Butterworth, Penang. The traffic was congested when we had an about 1 hour rest in Rose Valley. We took 1 hour and more to reach Brinchang town center, where our motel located, this distance should took only 10 minutes! Well we can't blame, its holiday, its peak season.

The Surprising Hotel

Snooze Hotel. Image from Web.
Can't imagine the inside by the outside right?!

There we are, the Snooze hotel. This hotel surprised me. I thought it would be a lousy hotel in a shop lot with its painting not dry yet (like the hotel I stayed during my Malacca trip when I was 14). BUT, it was well designed, comfortable, lovely, clean and the services are GOOD, free WiFi are provided too! Our room is "The Lion King's Mufasa'', ''Simba'' and ''Nala'' are rooms next to us, interesting right? The room are well equipped and every corner are creatively and lovely decorated. Its beyond my expectation. Too bad I did not take much picture of this Snooze Hotel.

Hotel Interior. Image from web.
 Lovely and Welcoming.

Lovely decoration filled every corner

RM 250 for a quadruple room and equally cheap(on peak season). I am giving this warm welcoming hotel a BIG LIKE!!

Totoro Found in Highland

Totoro found!!
Found this when I am looking for a travel pillow in the store named Joo Seng. Its so cute that I love it on first sight and 'caught' it at RM 18.90.
>.< Totoro rocks!!

After we settled down and had our late lunch/dinner. We went to the Night Market of Brinchang. Wow it is a big market. We were drown in the crowd. I had a huge cotton candy with Adrian, it was made on spot, and we ate it on spot too, LOL. Tasted real honey directly from honeycomb! PS: Honeycomb are chewy. Honey are evilly SWEET!! Bought some honey stick for RM 1 each and are enjoying them now while writing this blog. I got myself a little cactus(I've always wanted one) at RM 2. Hope it's flower will bloom under my care.

PS: there are hell lot of hot pot restaurant and shop lot hotel in Brinchang! and water from tap were totally ICE water, omg.


Will visit Cameron Highland again but definitely not on peak season. ♥♥