Wednesday, 15 May 2013

MEdSI

Well, I'm called to sit in an exam- Malaysian Educators Selection Inventory (MEdSI) on 11-May-13, at a university located in Tanjong Malim, Perak, University Pendidikan Sultan Idris (UPSI).
When I received the SMS I was like:"OH! MY!its tomorrow!!" (I get the SMS on 10-May-2013 morning)
OMG, formal outfit required! I don't have ANY, seek help from my friends, cousins, at last I manage to borrow one from my cousin, Penny.

Walao, tomorrow morning 8.30am have to reach there.
Okay, the time needed from Balik Pulau to Tanjong Malim is 3 hours.
So, me and my family have to wake up very very early (4.00am).
But the next morning, we are late! we suppose to depart on 4.30am but we depart at about 45 minutes later.
Rush Rush Rush!
Luckily there were few cars on the road so my dad can drive very fast.(dangerous)
Straight to Perak! We stopped at Tapah rest station so we can go to the restroom. The restroom was miles(actually is metres) away if you stopped ur car near the entrance. ADVICE: stop at the carpark near the petrol station cuz the restrooms located there.
Then Straight to UPSI!!

Phew reach there on time, it seems like there was no registration required so I just found the class I will take exam in it then wait outside. Because I am alone there, I met two cute girls.
Nur Ain from Taiping and Jess from Puchong.  Nur Ain is a Malay and Jess is an Indian. Jess's name was long and hard to pronouce so she ask us to call her Jess, which is part of her name. hehe!
Nur Ain talk softly and was very kind hearted and cute with many little flowers on her Baju Kurung. I think she is a good friend to be because she will wear DIY Brooch by her friends although it looks like an art piece by beginner.
Jess have curly hair and look like a professional LOL, but she is nice and friendly. She has a protective brother who follow her to the exam centre and escort her till the exam room. We are like good friends although we met each other the first time. Too bad we never leave any contact details not even facebook after the exam.

The exam was a series of question testing your personality, field of interest, EQ and blaah...300 questions to be answered in 1 hour 10 minutes. It was all computerized. Just went in the room, find a seat and follow the instructions of the examiner then start answering. click* click* click*
I finished it in a bout 30 minutes. HAHAHAHA

Its still morning! but I'm hungry. Dad and Mom took me to Bidor, Perak to have our brunch.
After you leave the highway and reach Bidor town, just not far from the entrance. You will see KFC on your left and a hawker centre on your right. if not mistaken 美食华海鲜 or 美丽华海鲜 something like that.
The  Wan Tan Mee there was so NICE!!! its WAN TAN was delicious! Must Try!!

After the brunch then we went straight back home, and reach home at 3 or 4 pm then straight to the bed. I slept till 6pm smth and forgot to ate dinner LOL.

Now only waiting for the result of the exam. Kinda look forward. NYA!

Thursday, 9 May 2013

9-May-2013

The first week of May was not a friendly week, I believe most Malaysians feel like that.
Not only because of the result of  GE13, but also the cheats and tricks used which broke our heart.
Many of us thought there will be no hope anymore, everything comes to an end. But what happened yesterday night burn up the fire in our hearts, again. The fire are more fierce than ever, more united despite the difference of colour of our skin with one common target - clean and fair election!  Pray for the future and for the peace of our homeland!!

I'm not a voter, I'm 20, not old enough to vote. As a young adult, I wish my future are bright, I wish I have equal opportunity in education. I wish my future are not effected by corruption. I wish real democracy is there. I wish they free the press so I can get true information of both bad and good. Rakyat should be educated since young about democracy, especially our rights as a rakyat in this democratic country. So we won't be extremist on either side and can think critically, then decide which to choose to represent us.
Okay, stop here, I may be 'spyed'?

Next thing which upset me was: I am not called for interview to the university I desired. Of course, cuz my STPM's CGPA was just a pass to get in to that University of course I can't compete with others. However this didn't give much impact on me maybe cuz I already know that my chances to get in are not high.

Now I can only wait and see which University will I enroll in. Which will be informed on the 2nd week of July. God bless me.

Sunday, 21 April 2013

My birthday

I was born on 18-April-1993.

On the day before and before yesterday I turned 20!

A new friend, Eunice, sangs me birthday song in Wechat. Well, that surprise me. Even my dummy boyfriend didn't did that. LOL

But that dummy boyfriend do celebrated with me earlier on 13th of April. We went to Queensbay, Penang.
We had our lunch in The Little Nyonya Cuisine,小娘惹, located at the lower ground floor.
Why we choose to dine in here? Once  we walk by this restaurant and the great smell of curry caught my nose , mind, eye, and attention to this restaurant. So I told him I would love to dine in here next time I visit Queensbay with him. Then we were there.
小娘惹was recommended by 阿贤 who preside on a hot TV show, Taste with Jason, on Astro. Well, it did not fail us. The price was reasonable and the food were tasty and BIG! I'm stuffed.
One thing I want to highlight was their cucuk udang, there were hell lot of udang on it. LOL. Adrian's favourite. It come in two piece in one dish and each piece have the size of a big palm. It cost RM 6 or 8(forgotten). A little bit costly but worth it. Crunch! munch crunchy!! and you can see those little udangs' eyes looking at you (creepy). Anyway it was a delicious meal! We ordered two nyonya style rice and a drink and a ice kacang (with one scoop of vanila ice cream on it) and cucuk udang, the meal cost us about RM42+. After lunch we just walk around the mall and he said he want to buy me a clothe or something I choose myself as present. Then I had a new purse. 
My new purse from Espirit.
Don't Eat me!! but we already ate some before capturing.

He just can't grow up. >.<
 On 18th April, it was a Thursday, ya, working day. So it was kinda boring untill 5pm because I work alone. My family always have simple celebration for me, my mom cook some of my favourite dishes and my sister sings me birthday song thru Wechat. Big fat bro can't afford to be home and treat me dinner so I went out with my friends to KFC after dinner. (Ya, I know, we eat again after we had our dinner). Germaine, Ailsa, Angelyne they gave me a phone case as present. And we chit chat gossip took photos all those girlish thingy.

Its GREEN!!
When I'm home my brother was home too with his friend, I don't know how to pronouce his name, but he was an old friend of my brother. When he know it was my birthday he went back to his car and find something for me as a present LOL. Then I got two bottles of "Thai Vitagen" which he bought from Thailand that day(fresh enough).

Thai Vitagen
It was a simple birthday, oh yeah I never blowed any candles because I don't like cakes, but I do make wishes. And Mommy said she will make me red eggs and mee shua  on 5th May which will be my lunar birthday. This tradition never stop (good). So here am I a twenty years old young ADULT. 





Friday, 19 April 2013

想起傻傻的他

又是星期五,中六后的星期五不好玩。因为没有他。
每逢星期五就和朋友gathering!把我晾在一边=3=....
要不是星期六需要工作,我早就滚去北海了!>.<

想他想他,就想起以前的事。
他虽然看起来有点凶,但是笑起来好像ginna酱,
长胡须好像流浪汉uncle,哈哈哈哈哈

我经常躲起来吓他,头几次他会追着我抓,
后来就是吓到跳一下,然后ignore我,然后找机会躲起来吓我
我们两个就是这样幼稚。哈哈哈哈

其实他超会装的。很多次都被他骗到!
就像上一次,他突然告诉我星期日要很早很早来找我做运动。
我吓到咯(他很少星期日来找我的,family day)
结果我就傻傻的穿上运动装,头发也没邦就被他骗出门了。
理所当然的去吃早餐,之后就说要去爬山,就驾着驾着上了teluk bahang 山。
还以为要去dam。结果就驾进escape对面的停车场,我才知道自己被骗了!
又喜又怒!!

在escape当然是玩得很开心了,精疲力尽,还玩了小孩子的设施。
我们玩玩了才知道是小孩子的设施,因为都没有人在管那个设施。
结果笑死人的事发生了。高大威猛的他屁股被卡着,然后脚抽筋。
屁股将翘zomok? LOL
亲爱的辛苦你了!哈哈哈哈哈
 喜欢看他那张很认真地做傻事的脸。
 很可爱  ❤ (。◕‿◕。)



Monday, 8 April 2013

You have been so important to me

Since I was born, you met me, I met you,
she held me in her hands, he snuggle me in his arms.

Since I was born, you are so curios with me,
who is she? She is the thing called little sis.
She treat me like her doll, he treat me like his toys.
I treat them as sand bags.
We were held together, by a strings called DNA.

I met you first, before I met him.
I thought you were quiet, you thought I were from Mars.
We were always so noisy, but most noise come out from me.
Our relationship was not close, until we build it up.
Build it up by gossips, build it up by madness.
Build it up by stories, build it up by faith.

Then I met you.

such a big puppy.
But you have been so important to me. 

Friday, 1 February 2013

I won't Give Up this time!! 这次不会再放弃!

I have had various dreams, various targets to achieve.
But I never try my best, I give up easily and nothing was achieved, none of them success.
I realize what I miss, I have no passion on my dreams, because I had set wrong dreams, my dreams are not mine, that were what I thought I want to be. Get a profession, get a really well paid job. That was WHAT I was told to do, WHAT I was told to be thinking of, WHAT I was told to have a dream and target about.

But What I really dream of, never been spoken. Because I am afraid of failing. It was always my greatest fear.

But this time, I want to do what I really want. Things that I weren't brave enough to consider doing. Things that I had given up. But they were what I have my minds on. I was thinking of them day by day. Not dare to make it real, because it was risky, because it was believed to be bad for me. But I have been taught to be free of doing what I want. Why get controlled by life? Why get controlled by the situation? NOW, be brave and step out from your box! Try Hard, Die Hard, but NEVER give up.

“If I fail, I try again, and again, and again. If YOU fail, are you going to try again? The human spirit can handle much worse than we realize. It matters HOW you are going to FINISH. Are you going to finish strong?” 
― Nick Vujicic
“Sometimes you may feel like you are just about to realize your goal only to fall short. That is no reason to quit. Defeat happens only to those who refuse to try again.” 
― Nick Vujicic

已经开了个头,就要完成它!不是像当年一样马马虎虎的,而是全心全意尽最大努力的完成它!不要再放弃了!不要让自己的害怕成为自己的绊脚石,胆小只会让自己后悔。四个月的时间,一定要呕出一个最满意的故事!



Wednesday, 30 January 2013

女主人

不懂从何时开始,就非常非常想要一间自己的家。大楼也好,小屋也罢。自己的屋子,我是女主人!家具想怎么摆就怎么摆,想乱就乱,不收拾就不收拾,哈哈哈!年轻时自己一个人住,可以用租的。然后多个人,一起去选房子,为房子烦恼~~也是幸福=D  慢慢的又多了几个人,家具多了,热闹了!这种故事挺好的。

应该是玩The Sims太多,老是想着如果我有这样的房子我要这样这样。去别人家也会这样想,想着如果是我我会这样这样怎样怎样。我这人嘛。。。被问到有啥梦想时,都想不到。既然那么想要自己的家,就把这当梦想吧!

梦想归梦想,是不实在的,要把它变成现实。以前自己就是老爱发梦,错失机会,后悔着呢!梦想只会时刻提醒自己目标在哪,不会带我们到达目标。如果自己不动,只会永远躺在床上,看着那遥不可及的梦。所以,要加油!

很多事我都喜欢自己来,不用欠人情,结果自己也会满意,做错了也是自己承担。不喜欢求人,要我求人我会不好意思,除非是自己亲近的人,因为是打算欠他们一辈子人情了,再用一辈子还。很多时候我喜欢发号施令,就是因为这个个性,控制着局面会让我觉得比较有安全感。如果我让你爱怎样就怎样,恭喜,你让我很有安全感。=D /或者是:你的存在威胁不到我!哈哈哈哈哈!所以说,我自己一个人住应该是ok没问题吧?

但是现在的屋子贵到~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
有自己的家,(自己住的时候)会觉得一切在掌控之中,会很安心吧?(前提治安要很好=D)回到去可以很放松~裸睡也没问题!>.<  当个房子的主人就像当自己人生的主人,自我感觉灰常良好。想起很小的时候,去看爸爸买的小楼,虽然是很小一间,但我们都很兴奋!搬进去自己家的房子是最开心的。当知道不能再住下去的时候,真的难过了一阵子呢。到现在都还记得住在那的最后一晚。虽然那里有点吵有点脏,但在那里的时光还是非常值得怀念的。人啊,就是要有属于自己的地方。寄人篱下的感觉就像织了一张网,一直想逃出去,却一直被困住。很讨厌。

已经要二十了,一直都想长大,烦恼是多了,但能自力更生的感觉很好。加油吧,女主人!
Penguin Falling Asleep