看到mokmok的blog，写关于梦的，然后头发还没干不能睡，就跑上来po一下。
我也有一个梦。
我在一个房子里，我应该是在那个房子的尾部，因为可以看到厨房。
每一次梦到的都是同样的事，
房子里有很多人（在开趴？）
有人跟我对话，从身后有声音跟我说话，
然后我就说：“我上去拿。” 很高兴的样子。
我没有看到那个人，听不清是男是女。
梦到的时候我都是刚好在转身，然后要上楼梯。
这个房子的墙是米黄色的，楼梯也是，大概四五个梯级就要转U弯。
梯级没有把柄，旁边都是墙，米黄色的。
然后转弯处有个窗，阳光照着进来，满刺眼的。
我都是右脚踏上第一个梯阶就上不去了。
好像卡带酱要转身也不能，要上去也不能。
只是知道身后有很多人，好像很热闹。
但是我就卡在那边。
小时候也会一直梦到这个梦。但是小时候上去过。
那是一个阁楼，里面有张双人床，深褐色的床架，米色的床，很大张。
小时候梦到时，梦里的我是小孩子，但是现在梦到，梦里的我是现在这个样子。
小时候梦到时，还有一个小男孩，看不清脸，我们一起跑上去的，好像是在玩。
但是现在的梦小男孩不见了。
其实梦里气氛很开心，感觉有很多人在，不是陌生人（那肯定是在开趴！）
梦里感觉很安心，感觉那个房子是我的家，但是那个房子很大很大的感觉。
我从来没住过那种房子。希望是我以后的家啦！hehe.
Friday, 28 June 2013
Saturday, 15 June 2013
爸爸节
爸爸很爱吃妈妈的醋
所以怎样都要庆祝一下(含蓄的)
我出世时爸爸三十岁,人人都说是饼印出来的。我第一个会说的语言是英文,爸爸教的。 爸爸最积极让我学音乐,说是因为小小的我自己坚持, 辛苦也带我去学,直到最后。
爸爸最喜欢我,因为我ManJa,
脾气很暴躁的爸爸到我念高中为此都不曾骂过我。 我也很少逆他意,家里吵架我都是使者,劝兵,唠叨爸爸的工作是我的。
爸爸冲涼很久,冲好凉之后比花还香。
爸爸从车里出来就很臭,烟臭。
爸爸的假牙很恐怖。爸爸吃很多。
爸爸很疼他的孩子。爸爸心地其实很好,有时思想也很简单,所以理财观念差哈哈哈哈,我们三个都遗传到了。
我十八岁了他才能接受我长大了,比较少叫我little big ching,和没有用跟小孩说话的语气跟我说话。
知道我和Mr M交往时,爸爸好像接受不到但又不敢表现出来,努力成为一个开放的老豆,挺好笑的。
我的好朋友们挺怕来我家,因为爸爸很爱讲,讲不完的大道理吓到我朋友了哈哈哈哈
爸爸或许不是好丈夫但他可以说是一个90分的爸爸。 爸爸现在老了,也看得出爸爸也成长了。呵 ....孩子在长大,父母也在长大。父亲不一定是英雄,也可以是成长路上的同学,我们都在学习。
对爸爸我总是很矛盾, 但都因为是一家人,还在为家人找那个不矛盾的点。
父亲节快乐
祝爸爸脾气不暴躁,心平气和,万事自然顺心
照片:年轻的黑爸和望着蛋糕流口水的lui lui 以及某堂姐的怪兽脸一枚
Background Music =D
Here is a post to tell you guys about my blog's background music currently.
It is Radioactive by Imagine Dragons cover by Pentatonix and Lindsey Stirling.
Pentatonix is a group of five peoples. They make instrument free music, Beatbox, Human made Sound(LOL) Sometims they are like singing choirs. They make music interesting! =) And they are musicians on tour(cant call them singers cuz what they do are not just singing, hee!) They make SOUNDS! hahahaha I have a fun time listening to their covers.
Youtube Channel : http://www.youtube.com/user/PTXofficial
Every songs are instrument free, all of it was human made sound. Check out their Starships cover, very interesting!
Lindsey Stirling, A violinist (rocking violinist). I haven't check out her music yet. But I can tell she must be a good one from this Radioactive cover hohoho!
Youtube Channel : http://www.youtube.com/user/lindseystomp
Lastly a video from Pentatonix.
Enjoy those SoUNds~~ =D
Friday, 14 June 2013
我不是宠物，请慎重善待。
小时候真的很多人疼，因为圆圆胖胖又是家族里排行最小。
但是我从小时候开始就挺独立的。
妈妈都很放心，也没什么大问题，学业也不错，父母真的很放心，我还会逗他们开心的。
从小写作文都写：我是家里的开心果。
我也习惯让他们放心了所以有心事也不会说出来。
只记得初中有一次跟好朋友出了问题实在非常伤心，半夜里一直躲在被子里哭不停，非常难受，想走出房门去洗个脸，刚巧妈妈还没睡在外面看到我哭得眼睛肿肿就问我什么事。我也没有说，只是抱着妈妈哭了。之后妈妈也没有再问。因为我看起来没事了。
我不否认我是开朗的人，但好讨厌自己这个开朗的性格，伤心总是容易忘记，看得很开。然后又再被伤心，然后又忘记。有时候分不清到底自己是开朗，还是太会藏太会骗、太会骗自己。
心软，就一定是包容的那一方吗？
但我也想当小公主，想有人呵护着我，时时替我着想。
是独立惹的祸？父母很放心，因为我很会骗他们放心，不会管我，久而久之，自然比较少关心我，比较多担心哥哥姐姐，姐姐就很关心我，呵呵，我还是姐姐的小公主。但我也习惯了让她们放心。同样的，只表现我开心的那方面。
遇见你，我想得到依靠，但是好像哪里出错了，我在你面前，还是那样独立自主，开不开心都藏着。现在刹车，不开心就表现出来，你又觉得我变野蛮了。
常常心软又被你吃死死。我好不开心。
只想要被呵护，那么难。我不想在你面前也当个只会笑的白痴。
常说你不懂我，这要看你想不想了解我。了解不需要说出口，日子久了，你要是有留意我的话，你自然会了解我。了解彼此这种事，不是见面才做的事。
我不是宠物，请慎重善待。不是得到后给吃给穿偶尔陪陪偶尔玩玩不乖就骂就算了的。
但是我从小时候开始就挺独立的。
妈妈都很放心，也没什么大问题，学业也不错，父母真的很放心，我还会逗他们开心的。
从小写作文都写：我是家里的开心果。
我也习惯让他们放心了所以有心事也不会说出来。
只记得初中有一次跟好朋友出了问题实在非常伤心，半夜里一直躲在被子里哭不停，非常难受，想走出房门去洗个脸，刚巧妈妈还没睡在外面看到我哭得眼睛肿肿就问我什么事。我也没有说，只是抱着妈妈哭了。之后妈妈也没有再问。因为我看起来没事了。
我不否认我是开朗的人，但好讨厌自己这个开朗的性格，伤心总是容易忘记，看得很开。然后又再被伤心，然后又忘记。有时候分不清到底自己是开朗，还是太会藏太会骗、太会骗自己。
心软，就一定是包容的那一方吗？
但我也想当小公主，想有人呵护着我，时时替我着想。
是独立惹的祸？父母很放心，因为我很会骗他们放心，不会管我，久而久之，自然比较少关心我，比较多担心哥哥姐姐，姐姐就很关心我，呵呵，我还是姐姐的小公主。但我也习惯了让她们放心。同样的，只表现我开心的那方面。
遇见你，我想得到依靠，但是好像哪里出错了，我在你面前，还是那样独立自主，开不开心都藏着。现在刹车，不开心就表现出来，你又觉得我变野蛮了。
常常心软又被你吃死死。我好不开心。
只想要被呵护，那么难。我不想在你面前也当个只会笑的白痴。
常说你不懂我，这要看你想不想了解我。了解不需要说出口，日子久了，你要是有留意我的话，你自然会了解我。了解彼此这种事，不是见面才做的事。
我不是宠物，请慎重善待。不是得到后给吃给穿偶尔陪陪偶尔玩玩不乖就骂就算了的。
The Fridays Lately
Lately I have been spending Fridays alone.
It was kinda lonely at first.
Just because I need to work on Saturday morning(hell ya!).
So I avoid going out late on Friday. By the way I realize that I have only few friends that I prefer to go out with. (Which we are more in common, and can spend time chit chatting but not starring at each other with an awkward smile LOL)
Some of my friends lived too far, some of them not close enough, maybe it is time for me to make some new friends??
Why not going out with my boyfriend? Nah~Mr M is too busy dealing with his "girlfriendS" every Friday(giggles).
Every Friday he date with his girlfriends.(why these guys gather every Friday??EVERY!!LOL)
Our home was far apart, 45 minutes by car, driving across the sea and over few hills. And we work until evening, so it wont be fun spending short time together although one of us overnight at ones place.
Some Fridays I spent time alone in home.
Doing what? Of course using the computer, either watching Desperate Housewives/A Good Heart to Change or playing some games.
Ya ya ya, I seldom read these days, my "The Secret" just never finish. I found out I am LESS interested with books like this. But when I was reading "Happy Zombie Sunrise Home" from Wattpad I read fast and was hooked.(So there is the difference)
YAYAYA, I also seldom WritE these days(two weeks?), gotta catch up or my story will never ends too! OMG. So fairies, give me some inspiration please!!!
No more TGIF for me since I got this job(but luckily quitting in August >.<)
Its TGIS!!!
Tomorrow I will be going out with my cousin, going to try Tomyam Noodles at Ayer Itam, Penang!!
DROOLiNG....
Sunday? hanging out with my brother's girlfriend(giggles)
It was kinda lonely at first.
Just because I need to work on Saturday morning(hell ya!).
So I avoid going out late on Friday. By the way I realize that I have only few friends that I prefer to go out with. (Which we are more in common, and can spend time chit chatting but not starring at each other with an awkward smile LOL)
Some of my friends lived too far, some of them not close enough, maybe it is time for me to make some new friends??
Why not going out with my boyfriend? Nah~Mr M is too busy dealing with his "girlfriendS" every Friday(giggles).
Every Friday he date with his girlfriends.(why these guys gather every Friday??EVERY!!LOL)
Our home was far apart, 45 minutes by car, driving across the sea and over few hills. And we work until evening, so it wont be fun spending short time together although one of us overnight at ones place.
Some Fridays I spent time alone in home.
Doing what? Of course using the computer, either watching Desperate Housewives/A Good Heart to Change or playing some games.
Ya ya ya, I seldom read these days, my "The Secret" just never finish. I found out I am LESS interested with books like this. But when I was reading "Happy Zombie Sunrise Home" from Wattpad I read fast and was hooked.(So there is the difference)
YAYAYA, I also seldom WritE these days(two weeks?), gotta catch up or my story will never ends too! OMG. So fairies, give me some inspiration please!!!
No more TGIF for me since I got this job(but luckily quitting in August >.<)
Its TGIS!!!
Tomorrow I will be going out with my cousin, going to try Tomyam Noodles at Ayer Itam, Penang!!
DROOLiNG....
Sunday? hanging out with my brother's girlfriend(giggles)
Saturday, 8 June 2013
The Bridge Fell, Some lives go on some lives end.
No earthquakes no signals, nothing, it just fall.
One of the 2nd Penang Bridge's exit ramp at Bayan Lepas area had collapse on Thursday.
Unfortunately, there were vehicles on the road under the ramp.
Works to clear the collapsed concrete are still in progress. The chance for survivors under the 500 tons concrete are little. Sad.
One victim had been confirmed from that tragedy.
He was a father of two little girl aged 11 yrs old and 7 yrs old. At his age of 45(according to the news), he left his last word on the phone before the concrete end his life. Without knowing incident that will happen minutes later. This dad called home and asking what his beloved family wants for dinner, he was going to buy them dinner. But he and the dinner never reach home.
From the photo of his family shared on facebook, after his family identified his body, I can see that his family did not weep aloud....
The 11 year old daughter weep silently, her young sister wipe her tears away.
The mother of the girls just sat there quietly, like she can't accept the fact...Hopeless, unknown, sorrow, helpless.
This picture broke my heart.
The people that you had been talking with over the phone few minutes ago just left you forever, live are so fragile, death are random. Anything can happen within seconds.....
I can't imagine what I will become if my loved one leaves me. Or what will happen to them if something happen to me(touch wood*)
Really....unthinkable.
Live is short, Don't leave any regrets.
When will misfortune happen? We don't know, but why ask?
I forgive people easily, although they may not take me seriously cuz I am soft hearted. Sometime I hate that, but I'm glad somehow, cuz I can easily be with them happily again. What a shame if our last memories were on a fight?
Not to say that being a person who won't get mad on everything. Just...
Live like it is the end of the world tomorrow, then you shall precious the things you have now.
Then it will be easier to let it go, to forgive. right? Though sometimes it takes time, but...fix it fast!
Lastly, RIP, the departed.
...
One of the 2nd Penang Bridge's exit ramp at Bayan Lepas area had collapse on Thursday.
Unfortunately, there were vehicles on the road under the ramp.
Works to clear the collapsed concrete are still in progress. The chance for survivors under the 500 tons concrete are little. Sad.
One victim had been confirmed from that tragedy.
He was a father of two little girl aged 11 yrs old and 7 yrs old. At his age of 45(according to the news), he left his last word on the phone before the concrete end his life. Without knowing incident that will happen minutes later. This dad called home and asking what his beloved family wants for dinner, he was going to buy them dinner. But he and the dinner never reach home.
From the photo of his family shared on facebook, after his family identified his body, I can see that his family did not weep aloud....
The 11 year old daughter weep silently, her young sister wipe her tears away.
The mother of the girls just sat there quietly, like she can't accept the fact...Hopeless, unknown, sorrow, helpless.
This picture broke my heart.
The people that you had been talking with over the phone few minutes ago just left you forever, live are so fragile, death are random. Anything can happen within seconds.....
I can't imagine what I will become if my loved one leaves me. Or what will happen to them if something happen to me(touch wood*)
Really....unthinkable.
Live is short, Don't leave any regrets.
When will misfortune happen? We don't know, but why ask?
I forgive people easily, although they may not take me seriously cuz I am soft hearted. Sometime I hate that, but I'm glad somehow, cuz I can easily be with them happily again. What a shame if our last memories were on a fight?
Not to say that being a person who won't get mad on everything. Just...
Live like it is the end of the world tomorrow, then you shall precious the things you have now.
Then it will be easier to let it go, to forgive. right? Though sometimes it takes time, but...fix it fast!
Lastly, RIP, the departed.
...
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